Personality Troubles

[Ms.Squeakers]

When I was little I was so sure of my personality and I knew exactly what and who i was going to be when i "grew up" (AKA: 12-18) and now that I am at that age and In middle school..things have changed..Along with my personality..

I'm so tired of being "that freaky weird girl" I never suspected that I would be popular.. but I just thought that maybe everyone would know everyone else and it would be all happy but..that's OBVIOUSLY just a fantasy..


For me there are very rude popular people..some of them are nice..but..they don't have a time of day for people like me..

I don't know whats wrong with me..

but EVERYTHING is backwards for me..

There's this very very popular girl who likes my particular crush..and right when i was going to tell him i noticed that she was hanging out with him..and its obvious she likes him..and he knows it....


Just everything is twisting and turning for me and I sometimes feel like I'm alone with no one to talk to


Does anyone else get this way?

I used to be so sure of my personality..but now.. Its almost like I'm changing myself..

 

[Tinkerbell424]

I feel that way a lot.
I feel like I'm on my own a lot and like I have no friends.
&When I tell my mom,She just says something that doesn't really help.

PM me ANYTIME you want to talk.

 

[::Snow_White::]

I always feel that way.
I did yesterday.
I do right now.
I will tomorrow.
Because I think I'm pretty sure it's true for me.
My friends don't care, everyone who isn't my friend thinks I'm depressed and angry.
I can't talk to them, because they either:
1. Laugh.
2. I'm sorry. -End of Conversation.-
3. Change the subject.
4. Tell everyone in school my feelings leading to ultimate humility, annoyance, and questioning.
5. Say maybe but I had bigger problems listen to what happened -Tells the stupidest thing that doesn't even compare to that I'm sad.-
6. Say I don't care.

Some people say I give off bad vibes before they even meet me.
Some people think I'm depressed. -And then make fun and say I was a depressed child and had a bad life.-
I'm sure some people think I'm a -word- even though they have never talked to me.
I find almost every single person my age I've ever met in RL rude, annoying, unreliable, and mean.
Nobody understands.

Can't tell my mom because she just tells me something that doesn't help.
The only person that I feel actually listens to me is my grandma.
(Sorry that was my vent thanks for tuning in. I'm done now. =])


PM me if you need to vent/talk. I understand. =)

 

[Babyjustrun]

I felt sorta like you did at that age.
But I had someone to talk to.
He's not around anymore, but I so wish he was. I still need his help.

 

[STOPxmickeytime]

I still question who I am and what I'll be constantly.
Sometimes you just need to sit down and cry. Or write it all down, or go for a long run. That always helps me feel a little more in control.

But it's perfectly normal to worry about this and question who you are.
IMO, that's the whole point of being a teenager.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

I always feel that way.
I did yesterday.
I do right now.
I will tomorrow.
Because I think I'm pretty sure it's true for me.
My friends don't care, everyone who isn't my friend thinks I'm depressed and angry.
I can't talk to them, because they either:
1. Laugh.
2. I'm sorry. -End of Conversation.-
3. Change the subject.
4. Tell everyone in school my feelings leading to ultimate humility, annoyance, and questioning.
5. Say maybe but I had bigger problems listen to what happened -Tells the stupidest thing that doesn't even compare to that I'm sad.-
6. Say I don't care.

Some people say I give off bad vibes before they even meet me.
Some people think I'm depressed. -And then make fun and say I was a depressed child and had a bad life.-
I'm sure some people think I'm a -word- even though they have never talked to me.
I find almost every single person my age I've ever met in RL rude, annoying, unreliable, and mean.
Nobody understands.

Can't tell my mom because she just tells me something that doesn't help.
The only person that I feel actually listens to me is my grandma.
(Sorry that was my vent thanks for tuning in. I'm done now. =])


PM me if you need to vent/talk. I understand. =)

WOW!!

All of the sounds exactly like me.
Espically about telling friends, Everytime "Dont care" "Oh im sorry-" end of topic...

 

[StitchfansJr]

When I was little I was so sure of my personality and I knew exactly what and who i was going to be when i "grew up" (AKA: 12-18) and now that I am at that age and In middle school..things have changed..Along with my personality..

I'm so tired of being "that freaky weird girl" I never suspected that I would be popular.. but I just thought that maybe everyone would know everyone else and it would be all happy but..that's OBVIOUSLY just a fantasy..


For me there are very rude popular people..some of them are nice..but..they don't have a time of day for people like me..

I don't know whats wrong with me..

but EVERYTHING is backwards for me..

There's this very very popular girl who likes my particular crush..and right when i was going to tell him i noticed that she was hanging out with him..and its obvious she likes him..and he knows it....


Just everything is twisting and turning for me and I sometimes feel like I'm alone with no one to talk to


Does anyone else get this way?

I used to be so sure of my personality..but now.. Its almost like I'm changing myself..

I ALWAYS feel like that. My friends at school DON'T care. My friends here, DO care though. =/ So what if I'm on here 24/7? Why should my school friends care? Oh yeah, they don't. They critize me and say how unsafe this is. THIS? UNSAFE? Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....You must be thinking of some other website. -.-

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

I ALWAYS feel like that. My friends at school DON'T care. My friends here, DO care though. =/ So what if I'm on here 24/7? Why should my school friends care? Oh yeah, they don't. They critize me and say how unsafe this is. THIS? UNSAFE? Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....You must be thinking of some other website. -.-

Just as long as you dont give out too much info


Thats why no one here knows my REAL name,

(Mouse just really works for me )


I love it here, Its awesome... we all have a disney obsession (of some sort) and we understand each other

 

[StitchfansJr]

Just as long as you dont give out too much info


Thats why no one here knows my REAL name,

(Mouse just really works for me )


I love it here, Its awesome... we all have a disney obsession (of some sort) and we understand each other

I know. I never really knew what I was supposed to call you, but now I do. =P

 

[::Snow_White::]

WOW!!

All of the sounds exactly like me.
Espically about telling friends, Everytime "Dont care" "Oh im sorry-" end of topic...

I hate it. -_-
I talked to a friend today and it was like she was ignoring me or didn't care what I had to say.
And it's true I did feel this same way today. Will tomorrow.

 

[disney100666]

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

I hate it. -_-
I talked to a friend today and it was like she was ignoring me or didn't care what I had to say.
And it's true I did feel this same way today. Will tomorrow.

I know whatcha mean

I tried talking to my friends today telling them what happened over the weekend "O thats cool... (not...)" and that really bummed me out and they come to me and are all "Hey Im so depressed my ex boyfriend that im still not over is going out with this girl shes mean and ugly" "Alright..One it isnt nice to put people off your list because they are UGLY do you know this girl for sure to know if shes mean? and Im sorry your still not ever him"

I thought that was a pretty good answer...but instead they totally bashed me "I dont understand it.. Im always here for you but everytime i tell you something all you have to say is 3 or 5 sentances..."

Eh then like an hour later they come back not being all moody with me "Omg..My hair wont lay right today"

I always act kinda depressed a little and my friends are like "Ahh shes depressed lets run" or "HARHARAR did someone take all your black makeup XD" and i mean I admit the last one was kinda funny but i mean..gosh they dont even ASK why im so bummed and if they even spent the time of day they would know why and how and its possibly aobut them


Ahh Im probably not making sense but I guess I wll just vent a little here

 

[Lil_Tink]

I get what your saying. I have friends. I have lots of 'friends'. But, I don't have a best friend, and I haven't since I moved away from me. I hate not having a best freind, someone who you tell everything, someone who everyone knows is your best friend, someone who is a promise not a title. Its hard.


But, you'll get through it. Being popular is overrated. No one is popular in life. You don't go to work and say "oh theres Jenny she is sooo popular". So really, don't let it get you down.

 

[disneychick2721]

I know what you mean.
When I was younger I was always talking and making jokes, and I was friends with everyone.

Now in middle school, I barely talk to that many people because some how I became shy. I dont know why, but I can't change anything now.

Ever since my best friend moved I havent been the same. We've always been each others wing-men(wing women actually)


I know how you feel. PM me whenever, if you need to vent.

 

[STOPxmickeytime]

I get what your saying. I have friends. I have lots of 'friends'. But, I don't have a best friend, and I haven't since I moved away from me. I hate not having a best freind, someone who you tell everything, someone who everyone knows is your best friend, someone who is a promise not a title. Its hard.


But, you'll get through it. Being popular is overrated. No one is popular in life. You don't go to work and say "oh theres Jenny she is sooo popular". So really, don't let it get you down.

Completely.
I miss having a "best" friend...

 

[::Snow_White::]

I know whatcha mean

I tried talking to my friends today telling them what happened over the weekend "O thats cool... (not...)" and that really bummed me out and they come to me and are all "Hey Im so depressed my ex boyfriend that im still not over is going out with this girl shes mean and ugly" "Alright..One it isnt nice to put people off your list because they are UGLY do you know this girl for sure to know if shes mean? and Im sorry your still not ever him"

I thought that was a pretty good answer...but instead they totally bashed me "I dont understand it.. Im always here for you but everytime i tell you something all you have to say is 3 or 5 sentances..."

Eh then like an hour later they come back not being all moody with me "Omg..My hair wont lay right today"

I always act kinda depressed a little and my friends are like "Ahh shes depressed lets run" or "HARHARAR did someone take all your black makeup XD" and i mean I admit the last one was kinda funny but i mean..gosh they dont even ASK why im so bummed and if they even spent the time of day they would know why and how and its possibly aobut them


Ahh Im probably not making sense but I guess I wll just vent a little here

One of my "friends" does the whole boyfriend thing too.
Constantly...after I'm done spilling my guts out that's what she starts up with as how she can't get her mind off this ex boyfriend she never met and how he loves her so much even though she says he cheated on her twice.

I've tried to tell her he is a jerk and not worth her time and she ends up bashing and talking trash about how I'm a something and trying to control her life and walking all over her and telling her what she should do and won't leave her alone, but then the next thing I know she's asking for advice again!

My friends tell me I looked depressed.
And some of them even think I am.
Only 2 of them don't. I'm glad I have those 2.
I hate being called depressed because I'm not. -_-
They tell me I look mad and I say I am and they don't ask why, they don't seem to care.

Completely.
I miss having a "best" friend...

I used to have one.
Or so I thought. Since 3rd grade we were Best friends but...
She changed...alot over the summer and the first of this year.
Her and another friend and I...we were insperable, extremely close.
I'm still close to the one, but my used to be best friend is floating off.
I'm not sure if I think it's bad...but the change I see in her doesn't seem to be improvement.
I could be called rude and this may sound mean but I don't like what she has changed into.
I don't think we'll last as even friends by the time highschool is over.
I don't have a best friend anymore.
I only have 4 friends I trust.
2 I'm extremely close to.
1 I just really actually talked to at the end of last year.
I have had a friend tell me that whenever I'm brought up in a subject the one friend says she loves talking to me and that I'm really funny. It makes me happy inside...that someone actually does really like me and isn't pretending and talking about me behind my back.
And that's it.

[Rant...long rant over. ]

 

[STOPxmickeytime]

Sorry, Kayla :[
I completely sympathize.
I basically change friends once a year.
It always ends up with them backstabbing me, and me alone.
And it's no fun.

My new group of friends, they rock.
But whenever they hang out with guys, they don't invite me!!
And I'm friends with all the guys they hang out with... it just doesn't make sense.

Especially when they hang out with HIM.
He's just so... wow. I don't even know.
He's smart, and quiet, and funny, but in a not-in-your-face kinda way.
And when he talks to me, I don't know.
I feel... respected. Which sounds lame, but you don't get that from many teenage guys...

ANd they know how I feel about him.
And yet, when they hang out with him, not only do they not invite me, they talk about it right in front of me...

A best friend could come in handy now.
Well, I have one. But she lives three hours away. It doesn't help so much.

 

[::Snow_White::]

Sorry, Kayla :[
I completely sympathize.
I basically change friends once a year.
It always ends up with them backstabbing me, and me alone.
And it's no fun.

My new group of friends, they rock.
But whenever they hang out with guys, they don't invite me!!
And I'm friends with all the guys they hang out with... it just doesn't make sense.

Especially when they hang out with HIM.
He's just so... wow. I don't even know.
He's smart, and quiet, and funny, but in a not-in-your-face kinda way.
And when he talks to me, I don't know.
I feel... respected. Which sounds lame, but you don't get that from many teenage guys...

ANd they know how I feel about him.
And yet, when they hang out with him, not only do they not invite me, they talk about it right in front of me...

A best friend could come in handy now.
Well, I have one. But she lives three hours away. It doesn't help so much.

I'm sorry. =[

I have had the same friends since I was in 6th grade.
I didn't have my first friend and best friend [stated above] until 3rd.
And now I think I'll only have 2 of the same friends right now until school is over.

This one exfriend has lied to me and my real friends already many times this year. I'm tired of being backstabbed by her...unfortunately she's in every one of my classes and still thinks we are "tight" and best friends...
Someone lies to me...and then lies more about lying...and when is confronted about lying and lies some more and lies and gets another friend in trouble...for no reason.
I'm done...I don't put up with it.

I don't have any guy friends.
And I don't talk to guys often.

But I know exactly what you mean by this.
Whenever I'm around alot of guys I always feel disrespected, and they are just horrible and treat all the girls like they are just there for show.
90% of the guys I've met are disgusting, immature and disrespectful.
But I love being around the 10% that's not.
Even though most people call them nerds, and geeks, and freaks.
They are some of the nicest guys I'll probably ever meet.
They'll open doors for you, say excuse me, and sorry. Say thank you and actually act like mature guys.

Sometimes I'll be standing with my friends and they will be going out to eat after school or going to a volleyball game or something and ask people if they want to go and I'm always skipped over.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

I always get best friends..

Ok..well you wanna know what happens to them?


They move...


Literally any of my best friends have either changed schools or moved off to another state.

Yep.

EVERY SINGLE FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD...

and now.. Im stuck with "friends" who say that they care..but dont care anything about me...

They USE me...

Cut me in lunch line..but any other time "O..let me tell u aobut my bf who doesnt care if i die or not.." Or doesnt even have time to say HI

 

[Ampris]

Aw, geez. You all make having friends sound just as miserable as not having them. :<

Er... I'm not really able to empathize so well with this kinda thing, but I'm sorry for everything that's going on. It all seems so overwhelming and crazy, I hope you all end up all right.