People honestly have no idea what it's like working in healthcare right now. Everyone is tired, stressed and scared. We all worry...will I be the one that brings it in here. It is beyond difficult to work all day in full PPE....it is hot, uncomfortable and constantly gets in the way. I can feel the sweat trickling down my face for hours. I am a migraine sufferer and have headaches/migraines almost on a daily basis from the heat and the pressure of the the goggles on my head. The skin on our hands is dry, cracked and sore. And NONE of that is even worth complaining about because our worst fears have come true at the facility I work in.....several of our residents have tested positive and it's spreading. I have gone along, since returning to work in the summer, thinking that I was well protected wearing my PPE at work. The moment I found out I had an exposure I was terrified. Terrified that I had somehow been the one to infect a resident, terrified that I had brought it to my family and terrified that I was going to get sick. Fortunately, I have gone through contract tracing and I have confirmation that I did not start this. It's going to be very difficult to return to work when this outbreak ends. This time I've dodged a bullet, I don't have Covid (no symptoms and 2 negative tests in the last week) but what about next time?
Also, regardless of no symptoms and negative tests I still have to do my 14 days isolation. I have to stay in one room in my house. When I need to go to the kitchen or anytime I need to leave my room I have to wear a mask, clean my hands before leaving the room and maintain 2M distance from my family but preferably not be in any room with anyone else. DH has to sleep on the couch in the basement....I feel horrible about that because he's the one going to work. BTW, Public Health does in fact call to make sure you are home. I went outside to rake leaves when they called the second time and DD had to come out and get me to come to the phone. I'm rounding the bend though, only a couple more days to go.