carmie3377
Hi, I'm Carmen and I'm a Disneyholic.
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Good Morning, Ladies! Seems to be kinda quiet around here - we're not losing FOCUS, are we?
Good morning Linda (and everyone else too)!
Yes, it is quite! I hope I'm not losing focus. I am continuing to exercise and eat low calorie. One thing though is that I am becoming happy with myself. That is something that I have really struggled with. I have this set goal of 130 in my head and didn't think I would be happy until I reached that. However, my BMI is in the mid normal range, I'm wearing the size I want to wear, and I have endurance like I've never had before. Why should I not be happy? That is what I've been tryign to tell myself for a long time and that dang 130 keeps coming up. Butwhat I am actually starting to realize is that maybe I don't need to be 130. Maybe the high 130's-low 140's is where my body is meant to be. Why I'm set on that number I don't know. But for now, as in this moment, 10:47 am on 3/20/11, I AM HAPPY at my 140 pounds. I hope it lasts. Do I like the cellulite and stretch marks, h*ll no but I am happy with current being.
Will I become complacent and stop exercising and eating whatever I want? Absolutely not! I will gain 20 pounds in a heartbeat if I do. Plus, I actually like exercising now!!! Never thought I would but it makes me feel so good! I will keep exercising and running and eating healthy. If I lose some weight, great. If not, I will not be obsessed with some Hollywood body that I woul NOT be able to achieve w/o plastic surgery. I will stay on this thread. It is for weight management too and I will always have to watch my weight.
I think one of the things that has helped me is that I have started running and I realize that I am in good shape. Am I conditioned athlete, NO! But for a 33 YO woman that has never played sports, I feel like I am in great shape. Perhaps having this happy mental health will help my stress level and result in an easier time losing weight as they say stress can inhibit weight loss. I'll just have to wait and see. Having a bit of weight loss would be a nice reward for my continuing exercise and diet, but I will not become obsessed with it.
Sorry to ramble on
