Tuesday at 1pm is my c section. I had a section with my son but I am still getting afraid. I am planning to listen to some podcast to distract me from the anixiety as I wait. Last time my husband talked to me about everest which was new at the time and I woulnd up riding it one year to the day that my son was born. I am planning to take our daughter next year when she is one so I am going to focus on that when I need to "find my happy place" while I am in the OR. I know I am rambling here, I hope I have some great news to report back soon.





and thinking of you and your new beautiful baby that you will be snuggling in less than 24 hours! How exciting! 
