I was already a bit of a hypochondriac but these past couple months have made me 100x worse because I'm just so afraid of my trip being ruined. You know how sometimes you just get random little pricks of pain in various parts of your body? I swear, every time I feel anything whatsoever I'm like "OMG, I PROBABLY HAVE CANCER AND WILL NEED TO START CHEMO IMMEDIATELY AND WILL HAVE TO CANCEL THE TRIP!!!"

YDD was outside playing the other day and it was pretty cold out and when she came in her face was BRIGHT red and didn't go down right away. i started getting all kinds of crazy ideas like: frostbite

, Fifths Disease, etc.

This morning one eye was burning. IDK what it was but I was like "good lord, probably some horrible eye disease and I can't go to Disney". Honest to God, these next 7 days need to go by quickly before I completely lose it, lol.