MeanLaureen
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Tomorrow I'm going to see my rheumatologist again for a two month check up. I've decided to tell him he has got to do something for me or I'm going to demand to be send to John's Hopkins or Duke.
In 2 weeks I will be "celebrating" the 2 year anniversary of being sick. Also it will be 20 months since I started taking the chemo drugs. 2 years of fevers, and pain that has only gotten worse.
The past month I have headed downhill rapidly. Part of it from the disease and part of it from the Fibromyalgia that I have developed as a side effect to my disease. Fibro is inflammed by stress and to say the last month has been stressful for me is an understatement.
My solo WDW trip did wonders for me mentally for the few days I was there.. however the physical pain I have endured lately, especially the last couple of days, has taken it's toll on me. I continue to smile and act "business as usual" but that is getting harder and harder to do. ( Especially when smiling hurts at times..lol )
So tomorrow I will lay down the law with the doctor. Do something for me NOW. I can't go on like this any longer. I'm going to be nervous because he is a very intimidating man and supposedly tops in his field in Virginia.
Wish me luck for the strength to stand up to him... I'm going to need it
In 2 weeks I will be "celebrating" the 2 year anniversary of being sick. Also it will be 20 months since I started taking the chemo drugs. 2 years of fevers, and pain that has only gotten worse.
The past month I have headed downhill rapidly. Part of it from the disease and part of it from the Fibromyalgia that I have developed as a side effect to my disease. Fibro is inflammed by stress and to say the last month has been stressful for me is an understatement.
My solo WDW trip did wonders for me mentally for the few days I was there.. however the physical pain I have endured lately, especially the last couple of days, has taken it's toll on me. I continue to smile and act "business as usual" but that is getting harder and harder to do. ( Especially when smiling hurts at times..lol )
So tomorrow I will lay down the law with the doctor. Do something for me NOW. I can't go on like this any longer. I'm going to be nervous because he is a very intimidating man and supposedly tops in his field in Virginia.
Wish me luck for the strength to stand up to him... I'm going to need it