OK OK its sunday night.......time for confessions.......The weekends are just so tough for me!
I realized that on the weekends I get together with my friends and family. We are always ont he go.
The weekdays I do fine.
I'm home, kids are in school...and I just baracade myslef in my house and I do good its all about routine.
Plus I am one of those people that once I screw up I throw in the towel and say...the hell with it may as well go all the way.
I cant even begin to tell you things sinful things I ate.
Do you all have weekend problems?
I mean I am suppose to change how I eat all togteher not just when Im home, right?
I vowed on an earlier post this weekend that I would not cheat this weekend but I just got weak.
I also noticed another evil pattern.
I realized through the help of my calender that it seems I lose weight in bulk. For instance one day I will be 178 and the next I am down to 175. Which is exactly what happend this past week and others as well. Right after I lose a few pounds , I mean immediatly after I find out, its incentive for me. I say to myself O my Im goona eat so good for now on this is really working. but then I start thinking.......O I can eat this I lost a few pounds.
Its like the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other.
A vicious pattern it is.
I am very upset at myself.
Im thinking I will punish myself with extra exercise this week.!lol
renee

I realized that on the weekends I get together with my friends and family. We are always ont he go.
The weekdays I do fine.
I'm home, kids are in school...and I just baracade myslef in my house and I do good its all about routine.
Plus I am one of those people that once I screw up I throw in the towel and say...the hell with it may as well go all the way.
I cant even begin to tell you things sinful things I ate.
Do you all have weekend problems?
I mean I am suppose to change how I eat all togteher not just when Im home, right?
I vowed on an earlier post this weekend that I would not cheat this weekend but I just got weak.
I also noticed another evil pattern.
I realized through the help of my calender that it seems I lose weight in bulk. For instance one day I will be 178 and the next I am down to 175. Which is exactly what happend this past week and others as well. Right after I lose a few pounds , I mean immediatly after I find out, its incentive for me. I say to myself O my Im goona eat so good for now on this is really working. but then I start thinking.......O I can eat this I lost a few pounds.
Its like the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other.
A vicious pattern it is.
I am very upset at myself.
Im thinking I will punish myself with extra exercise this week.!lol
renee

