so this is a huge post...
sort of...
I've pretty much had a crush on my best friend for a while. So when I asked him to homecoming I thought for sure I had yes for an answer. When he said no, I was shocked. I didn't get too upset at first, but I dealt with it. At homecoming, I danced one little slow dance with him. While we were dancing, he said that that would be our first and last dance like that. Later that night, I started dancing with this other guy who is one of my other good friends. He danced almost every slow dance with me after that. We see each other every day at lunch. He is in the group of friends that I sit with. The other day, a friend of mine was sitting between him and me. When that friend got up, my good friend scooted down so he could sit next to me. The other day was our school's halloween dance. He and I danced together almost the whole time. After the dance, we talked until my ride got there. That night, I couldn't sleep because I had butterflies in my stomach the whole night. I couldn't wait to see him the next day. I really like him, and I think he really likes me. He just feels more right to me than the first guy.
That was written a while ago...
now...
this past week was crazy...
wednesday: offered me his coat(i declined I AM RETARDED!!)...
thursday: asked for my number...
friday: stopped by my locker and talked to me...
i can't wait till tomorrow...
