I'm so very sorry for the loss of your mother. It's been less than two years since my mom died from a difficult illness. I too am glad that she no longer suffers, but I miss her incredibly. I miss the mom upon whom I depended for so many years, the one person I knew would always love me no matter what, unconditionally. Be good to yourself in the coming weeks, and know that you were an outstanding son. You took wonderful care of your mom, at least from what I know of you. We all talk as if we know you, even though many of us, including me, don't. But we do care and wish you the best through this difficult time.