Tina, my precious friend, I know the pain of grief. Since yesterday, life has been very surreal with my mom's passing. Our family loved ones are so much a part of our being and it hurts so much when they pass. I have been normal one minute and find myself crying the next. Let us help each other because THAT is what friends are for. I gave you my phone number and don't be afraid to use it. I love you, Tina.