One of my 4 beagles, Freddie is terminally ill. She's 13, and we've known since last Aug. that she has congestive heart failure, but we thought she was doing pretty well on the meds. Well, she has really been deteriorating as of late, so my DH took her to the veterinary cardiologist yesterday to see if there was anything further we could do. He did an ultrasound and said her valves are failing. He said she could die at any time, but the most he'd expect her to last is 1-2 months. I'm so sad.
I know she's old, but we've had her since she was 7 weeks old. She's my baby, and I'm not ready to lose her. The doctor gave her some more meds to make her comfortable, but they won't prolong her life. So, we watch, we wait, and we try to treasure the time we have left. This has been such a crappy month. I started it by going into the hospital on New Year's Day with acute appendicitis and having my appendix out the next day. Now, this.
I hope it's not an indication of how my year is going to go.

