I am crying as I read all your posts. For not knowing any of you, I am touched by your caring and concern.
My DD is still in bed and so I haven't yet talked to her today. A girlfriend ended up spending the night here with her.
I am feeling worse today. I think yesterday I was still in shock.
Beauty----I really understand what you've went through with panic. I experienced it myself for a couple years. I've been doing great for about 15 years now. I have 2 other friends who are currently taking Paxil for the same problem. It is more common that most of us think.
As of last night, his family doesn't believe it was suicide. They think it was an aneurism or something else that caused his sudden death. I know it is easier for them to think that way, but he did leave a suicide note. We believe he just finished off all his pills. I've not met his family yet....we were to meet them in September since they live out of town. Now we will be meeting them at his funeral. How incredibly sad.....