
..ahhhh, it so nice to be aaround "normal" people,

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quite contary, well..i already knew that..backstage, gal!
...now?? see???.......if one jus thinks ..a lil'..what in the world ...
did ......a pysch. nurse..........had........to do "code care"....
what kind of dr. placed..a pt.....in that position?
..ok..utahm., if your asking me....everything is in cpomaprsion of a
indiana jones' sjit..where we're too close..to see the big picture...
..& we like to think we are in control...but if one stands back...
..oh, my God!!!...everything is by designed........to "prefection".
* i started seeing this..@ work......by accident...just gathering
up.....the patterns..of behaviors..& what all of them meant..,
shocking,

..they al fit togehter...like an over~size puzzle...
..with specfics...objectives..., some beyond anything we can
imagined. wowsers, but....just on "the grassroots"..areas ...
all we need to to do..is tweak & learn....the simple things ....
in life....+ faith..& then ..doors & windows are opened, with
great surprises & joy!
psst, when.....i look @ my life.........

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it would..take...forever, to tell....all the blessings/miracles...,
...."people"....sometimes..completely changed my destiny..by
their simple acts..of kindness...that @ the time...neither me or
they knew...."how".....that would triggers.........blessings/
miracles..in the future?
6 thats jus me........look around....and you kno...as everyone
touching basess...here.......the lil'things we do.....leading to
* in the bibile...it made this mentioned..not every hair..is unaccountable,
while seem impossible.....jus look...........by standing back, jus a lil,
...& all of sudden........."great insigts with knowledge....beyond any
man...kind..will .......be yours...to "see".
thats how..i begin..to realized....how well we're designed...with
specfic...growth & developmetal...fasctors....to enjoy....our
lil'stays......on earth. all because, the additional condtion , of
what we produced..thru our feelings...will be saved forever....
[ look @ knowledge been given to me..by family, friends, &
even strangers...thru encounters...& now my applications..to
give others..the same....not bad..for a person ..society labeled
mental ********? ]
*...i have no more..capablities than otjhers, less then most...
but what i think..'tis..the drivng..force....within..our feelings,
is also the route we can "create"...for ourselves,
therfore, the significance ..of the ways we chose to live
and encounters our peers.....are in~deeds..very important.
for me?...i'm..jus like everyone..else....& as you see the stuff
we are trying to changed...we all need others..support, as
we hold onto...our values system. oy!..i get furious...how
so called professionals...mistreat..those with mental deficits,
..just becuase they can..& are lazy!!!
* i learnt..this a long time..ago..just because one can take
advantage..of another..does not make it a right!
..i can imagined..how practical mp..must think? ha!, i am
very passionate...with fire, don't believe me? ..ha!..i wish
i could show..you how i reacted...to that attacking lady..on the ship!
besides..my wife...loves..me!
later..gators!..[ noticed my old team..ain't doing bad....