Okay, not even going to pretend I read back. My mind really just isn't in this right now. It has been a looooong week. This is going to be a whining post, so if you don't want to read it, you may just continue on. There were lots of rough times for some of the little ones this week, so that meant lots of rough times for me. I don't know how kids can deal with some of the stuff they have to go through.
I had a bad afternoon today because I made a little girl cry for the first time and I felt like the meanest person alive. She's been doing something for 3 weeks now that needed to stop and I finally just had to crack down on it. Made me feel worthless though.
None of that really matters though because what really matters is this....
I know a couple weeks ago I mentioned the benefit I went to for my cousin's husband's brother with lung cancer. He went into the hospital on Monday. The doctors don't think he'll make it through the night. His 4 kids just left the hospital. Everyone decided they should say goodbye to their dad, probably for the last time, and then go home. I was able to spend a few hours at the hospital tonight as well. Although he can't talk anymore when I held his hand he squeezed my hand back really tight. Lots and lots of prayers are needed for that family. Especially for those 4 precious kids who I think are about to lose their daddy. The little one is only 2 and the oldest is 8.
I think I'm headed out for the night.