** Sheepishly pokes head in the doorway **
So it has been just about six years since I posted in here and I am not sure if any of my old DIS friends are still around, but I hope so. So let me first express a deep apology for just up and disappearing. I let myself get completely out of control and was deeply embarrassed. I fell back into old patterns and habits, quite literally watched myself expand like a balloon. As my weight grew, so did my shame, so I withdrew from the DIS completely. And believe me when I saw things were truly out of control with my weight and health. By 2008 I was over 600lbs, I say over because I never truly measured my heaviest weight. I was too afraid. I know I was over because after about two months of better eating and upped physical activity, what little I could actually do, I weighed in at 600lbs. Life took a lot of twists and turns over the years that followed and just through circumstances and happenstance, I was forced into becoming more physically active and did not have the money to keep feeding my food addiction, so I saw my weight fall, with a few ups and downs over the journey to now. I've been pretty stable at around 400lbs now for two years, which is to say still a very high weight but so much different from life at 600lbs. Ironically enough, it was Disney that once again helped spur me to take a look again at how I was living my life and what I was doing to myself, still. I have started planning a 40th Birthday trip to WDW for October 2013, and I have realized that I want to be in different shape when I go. I want to be able to fit on everything, and dare to dream, only need one plane seat.
There are many other factors that have gone into my decision to take better care of myself of course, but it is the Disney factor that has drawn me back here. I missed this place and everyone in it. I truly regret turning my back on the WISHers all those years ago. I hope there will still be a place for me here. I do very much wish everyone the best and hope that your journey's are bringing you joy!
I'd rather say Hello Again to end this entry, than goodbye. So, Hello again!
Mike