Ok...I started out my day with a confession and I'll end my day with a pledge! I will walk in the morning!!
Karen, Awesome time on your training today! Thankyou for sharing about the roses and your dad. That really touched me. I'm so emotional these days, but it's a good sort of emotion when you can feel someone's love for someone they miss. Does that make sense? I'm just touched by it...and that you will pass that on through your roses.
I want to say I sw plus size cool max at the Nike site. I have found a few coolmax/drifit bras at Walmart, but don't like the design...I did find one that is a poly/cotton blend at Kmart that was Ok...hopefully I'll get to Target over the weekend, but stay tuned. I do know that my local sports authority and also sports academy (well, a little over an hour from me) DO NOT carry anything acceptable in the cool fit stufff. I did find a couple of "regular" outfits at Walmart that must be a pretty good blend because I am most comfortable in them...and I look like I could paint my toenails and slip on some sandals and go to a pool party.
Good think I walk at almost daybreak, or I'd really have people laughing!! Wait...maybe that's why I have my hecklers!!
OH and since we were talking about shopping...with all going on I really haven't had time to shop, but needed new shoes and knew exactly the brand/model/size I needed and I found them for about half the regular price at Finishline dot com. I bought two pair and only $7 for shipping. Worth checking out if you have a regular shoe. The color combination is probably from spring, but my feet won't care.
Decaff, glad your knee surgery was so successful!! Iknow you are, too! Good for you on getting out for your run tonight! I liked reading about you remembering your MIL as you watched the convention. That was a good picture for me. Have a good trip!
Debbie, good for you on getting that one on one attention with your knee. When does school start back?
Meme...walk with me on Thursday...I'm going to do it...let's do make it happen.
Ashley, I misunderstood that shower thing...I'm in such a fog these days!
I honestly haven't written anything down about my mom. My pastor brought over dinner for everyone tonight and she had suggested that I keep a log of the things my mom is doing to sort of close certain doors...that I might find it helpful to see my moms timeframe on paper after everything is over. It's sort of bizarre to think about in those terms, but you definitely see mom taking care of business like she is checking off of her "to do" list. Tomorrow she has to get that lung drained again and then we are stopping for some legal papers to transfer her house to my sis and some other things...she's trying to tie up all her loose ends...It's hard, but comforting too in that she's still trying to make sure she takes care of everyone. Me fixing her an egg sandwich is nothing compared to what she is doing for me. Ok...enough of that ramble!
tw1nsmom- good for you on getting in there and taking care of your DS's needs!! That is the first step to getting the changes made that will benefit all the kids. Hang in there. And I understand about stress knocking you off program!! I still don't make good choices ALL the time, but at least my BAD choices are now better than my good choices used to be!
OHmom- you are right about me needing the endorphins! My pastor asked tonight if I was still walking and I sort of hung my head and said no...not like I had been. She chewed my butt and told me that I WOULD get out there in the morning and get that going again...that I wasn't to slide on all I had accomplished.
Of course I reminded her that she was here to look after my soul and not my body. ha ha. But she made good points and I'll hit the trail in the EARLY morning.
This note has just gone on and on...reminds me of Shari Lewis...this is the note that never ends...it just goes on and on my friends...
Ok...all for now. Gotta go to bed so I can get up and walk! Thank you all for the motivation and support...
~~Beth

Karen, Awesome time on your training today! Thankyou for sharing about the roses and your dad. That really touched me. I'm so emotional these days, but it's a good sort of emotion when you can feel someone's love for someone they miss. Does that make sense? I'm just touched by it...and that you will pass that on through your roses.
I want to say I sw plus size cool max at the Nike site. I have found a few coolmax/drifit bras at Walmart, but don't like the design...I did find one that is a poly/cotton blend at Kmart that was Ok...hopefully I'll get to Target over the weekend, but stay tuned. I do know that my local sports authority and also sports academy (well, a little over an hour from me) DO NOT carry anything acceptable in the cool fit stufff. I did find a couple of "regular" outfits at Walmart that must be a pretty good blend because I am most comfortable in them...and I look like I could paint my toenails and slip on some sandals and go to a pool party.
Good think I walk at almost daybreak, or I'd really have people laughing!! Wait...maybe that's why I have my hecklers!!
OH and since we were talking about shopping...with all going on I really haven't had time to shop, but needed new shoes and knew exactly the brand/model/size I needed and I found them for about half the regular price at Finishline dot com. I bought two pair and only $7 for shipping. Worth checking out if you have a regular shoe. The color combination is probably from spring, but my feet won't care.
Decaff, glad your knee surgery was so successful!! Iknow you are, too! Good for you on getting out for your run tonight! I liked reading about you remembering your MIL as you watched the convention. That was a good picture for me. Have a good trip!
Debbie, good for you on getting that one on one attention with your knee. When does school start back?
Meme...walk with me on Thursday...I'm going to do it...let's do make it happen.
Ashley, I misunderstood that shower thing...I'm in such a fog these days!
I honestly haven't written anything down about my mom. My pastor brought over dinner for everyone tonight and she had suggested that I keep a log of the things my mom is doing to sort of close certain doors...that I might find it helpful to see my moms timeframe on paper after everything is over. It's sort of bizarre to think about in those terms, but you definitely see mom taking care of business like she is checking off of her "to do" list. Tomorrow she has to get that lung drained again and then we are stopping for some legal papers to transfer her house to my sis and some other things...she's trying to tie up all her loose ends...It's hard, but comforting too in that she's still trying to make sure she takes care of everyone. Me fixing her an egg sandwich is nothing compared to what she is doing for me. Ok...enough of that ramble!tw1nsmom- good for you on getting in there and taking care of your DS's needs!! That is the first step to getting the changes made that will benefit all the kids. Hang in there. And I understand about stress knocking you off program!! I still don't make good choices ALL the time, but at least my BAD choices are now better than my good choices used to be!
OHmom- you are right about me needing the endorphins! My pastor asked tonight if I was still walking and I sort of hung my head and said no...not like I had been. She chewed my butt and told me that I WOULD get out there in the morning and get that going again...that I wasn't to slide on all I had accomplished.
Of course I reminded her that she was here to look after my soul and not my body. ha ha. But she made good points and I'll hit the trail in the EARLY morning.This note has just gone on and on...reminds me of Shari Lewis...this is the note that never ends...it just goes on and on my friends...
Ok...all for now. Gotta go to bed so I can get up and walk! Thank you all for the motivation and support...
~~Beth

. I hope the weather is beautiful for all of you.
I read your post this am and felt like I just had to squeeze in a walk. and I did, it was hot but made 3 miles, some hills pushing a stroller(ds slept entire time) 17 min miles, not bad
but I did have to tell myself "keep swimming(walking) just keep swimming(walking)
it really worked! I'll need to walk tomorrow because saturday I'm off to Rehoboth Beach DE for a week
)to prolong the need for the brace and then the knee replacement. Matter of time, I guess. 
