major vent.

[imabrat]

i'm sorry.
i know with all my venting lately i've become a real pain in the rear end.
but i just don't know where else to go.

chemo has been giving me incredible anxiety/depression and i have been on several different meds because of it.
well for the past couple days,i've been trying to reach my dad on his cell phone and before i can even get 2 words out he starts yelling at me and hanging up on me.
it's incredibly frustrating and he knows i can't handle it.
it's to the point where i'll start bawling and i have to be given such strong anti-anxiety meds i'm passed out sleeping within 5 minutes.
this has been happening ever since chemo started,and sometimes i just feel like a burden to him.
he's repeditedly said that's not true,yet he's said to my face on more then one occasion that he would rather keep me in the hospital than take care of me.
i am just at a wit's end and CANNOT WAIT until this is all over.
i just want my life back,geeze louise.


okay,sorry everyone.
vent over.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Awww Sonya

Were here for you

I cant even imagine what kind of a living H-e- double hockey sticks your going through right now...and then just have this to always worry about.

Im so sorry, I was never really the one for giving good advice.

 

[3mtn-kate]

Oh my god that's so stupid he shouldn't be blantantly saying stuff like that to your face. You don't deserve that after all you have been through

I haven't really known you for that long but I know enough to know that no one who has been through everything you have should be treated like that.

PM me whenever to talk or w/e.

 

[xo juicy splash]

 

[RaggedyAnnPrincess]

 

[chisnpeke]

 

[m-and-m]

i know what it's like to feel sick all the time, it sucks big time. i have had diabetes for 4 years and it is still not controlled in the slightest bit. if you ever need someone to vent to you can PM me

 

[Axel]

Awww..... I hope everything gets better soon. I know what it's like to have parents flip-flop like that. It must suck being sick on top of it. I'll be hoping for your health to improve! And I really hope everything gets better for you!

 

[Tinkerbell424]

Aw,I'm sorry. I hope you start feeling better soon.

 

[::Snow_White::]

I'm sorry. =(
Hope everything gets better.

 

[MrsSparrow..]

Dads can be silly sometimes

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[pigletgirl]

Sonya, I'm sorry about that. Have you reasoned with him?

 

[wilmabride'sdaughter]

Awwww you poor thing . It all sounds really unfair.

If ever you need someone to chat to or vent with pm me anytime.

Hope everything gets better from now on!!