Far too often, our self esteem is tied in to "what we do", "where we live", "what car we drive", "what things we have"....hang in there. You are much more than the materialistic things and labels that we live our lives by.
I understand what you are saying but we own a modest mobile home, I have a crappy car, THINGS never meant anything so that's not it..its the fear of losing even that...anyway..
Say hello to Ness for us. I miss her.....
I will certainly do that I will see her & her DD on Sunday...that will lift my spirits

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