I did rethunk it and you know what if I give up all those poor people would miss the oppurtunity to know me and that would be a shame so they are stuck with me
I guess so!! WTH! I just sat there with the same stupid smile on my face & said "No, it's ok, I know I'm doing the right thing!" She said "are you sure? You know it's just my motherly instincts, I want to make sure you're doing the right thing"