kelscross...I'm back...journal

[sarahsmom73]

I am so sorry you are so down! Think of all the good things you are doing! I have always tried to say to myself "baby steps" and it seems like sometimes babysteps are too big! Don't give up! You have the best cheerleaders right here ready to get you through this!

 

[DisneyEnthusiastic]

Don't give up Kellee! Have you checked w/ your insurance to see if they would in fact cover the lapbanding?

You can do this...just like Jen said..baby steps...don't get so down. We're here for you!

Gail

 

[sarahsmom73]

Hi Kellee! Just checking up on you! I got hit hard with the stomach bug so I haven't been near the computer.

Just wanted to send you

 

[Tasha+Scott]

Hi, Kellee! Wow...$15,000 is steep! But hey, don't feel disgusted b/c my belly also looks like I am pregnant! Okay, okay, dumb joke but I couldn't resist! Seriously, I know how it is to look in the mirror and get disgusted. I have gained so much weight in the past 3 years...close to 80-90 lbs I think and that is not counting this preg. weight. Just take it one day at a time and know that we all struggle with our body image some and we are here to listen to your vents and give you support. I plan to start a new journal after Kylie is born and I get the okay from Doc to start trying to lose weight again. I will need the support to get past my self-disgust too. We're here for you!

 

[CruisingCA2005]

Just popping in to say "Welcome back Kels!"

 

[sarahsmom73]

Welcome back!

 

[kelscross]

Sorry guys I went MIA again..school really takes up alot of my time. I do get on the boards and read the posts.

I am completely out of control. I have found myself binge eating and although I have been overweight for a long time I have NEVER binged like I have been. I feel like crap and I know I should stop...but I can't stop. I've gained 35 pounds back that I worked so hard to lose.

I'm getting so depressed and frustrated. I don't know what to do. The easy answer is just stop eating but it's so hard. I'm really getting scared about the bingeing though. Like I said I've never done this before. Should I call my doctor?

 

[Tasha+Scott]

I am sorry you are having such a rough time, Kellee! I don't know whether you should call your dr. or not. I would if you feel like it would help. I wish I could offer some advice but I know what you are going through is hard and don't really know what you should do. Good luck! I hope things are going better for you this week!