You guys are the best! I knew I could count on you guys for your support. I needed that. Sigh... Yes...pray for the surgeon and his assistants and the nurse. Thank you guys so much.
I will post again as soon as I recover from pain, hopefully I will be ok by Tuesday so I can post here or even sooner.
Thanks again...
Telly
"Dear God, please be with me during the surgery. Please watch over the surgeon and his assistants to make sure everything goes well. Please help me wake up so I can be with my family and friends and my DIS family again. I love them all dearly. Please help me recover fast and please help me bear the pain.
Dear God, I am sorry if I am going against your Will. I know that you made me the way I was meant to be, but I just thought that maybe if I change my body a little bit that I will feel more confident and feel better about myself. I am not here to abuse myself or torture my body. I understand that there will be pain involve and I am willing to accept that. I do love myself, I just want to feel better about myself image wise. I hope you understand. I will still be the same person. I will not stop seeking for you. I will always be there to praise you and to love you and to serve you just like you're always there to love and care for me.
Tomorrow is the big day, please comfort me and let me know that everything is going to be fine. I love you Dear God."