party of 3
<font color=royalblue>i can't believe that i will
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once again......
thought id ask if i could please have some prayers and pixie dust for my family. i have not done the daily thread all week. - i think-
for those of you that know about my bil- my sisters husband- who has ALS he has taken a turn for the worse. he was diagnosed last year when MA was sick. it was so hard for my sister. they told her and her husbad that he had it and she was also dealing with losing our mother. they have only one son who graduated last friday night. i said right along that he was holding on for that. my niece who has a 1 year old takes care of my bil when my sister goes to work. and her little boy was sick with a cold. so everyone thought he had caught the cold from the baby. so they thought if he could just get over that..... well that was not the case. it was his diaphram (sp??) that was shutting down. they -hospice and my sister and nephew- decided it was best to put him in the hospital. i've been there after work and any other chance i can get. i spent most of sunday there with them. it's hard to see my sister and her family in so much pain. i went up this afternoon and one of his lungs has not shut down. he is struggling to breathe. it hurts to watch him suffer and linger like this. as hard as this is i really wish he would let go. and not be in the pain that he is in. my heart is breaking for them. it is so close to being MA's one year anniversay i feel like i'm re-living that. what would she be saying right now?? i wish she was here for my sister. heck i wish she was here for me. i feel like my life will never be normal again......what is normal anyway.....
i know that i've certainly used my fair share of the prayers and pixie dust but if you have any you could pass my way i'd really appreciate it. i know last year at this time you were ALL so awesome to me. i would not have made it with out all the love and support from all of you.
i'm so tired. i don't sleep. i just keep thinking will it be today...? what will happen to my sister and her son?? and why? that one is floating around in my head as well. why him?
and bubba is sick with a double ear infection. the dr gave us meds last night and i really don't think they are working... and he's not sleeping. my ear hurts, my head hurts, my body hurts.......oh good grief.
thanks for letting me vent!
thought id ask if i could please have some prayers and pixie dust for my family. i have not done the daily thread all week. - i think-
for those of you that know about my bil- my sisters husband- who has ALS he has taken a turn for the worse. he was diagnosed last year when MA was sick. it was so hard for my sister. they told her and her husbad that he had it and she was also dealing with losing our mother. they have only one son who graduated last friday night. i said right along that he was holding on for that. my niece who has a 1 year old takes care of my bil when my sister goes to work. and her little boy was sick with a cold. so everyone thought he had caught the cold from the baby. so they thought if he could just get over that..... well that was not the case. it was his diaphram (sp??) that was shutting down. they -hospice and my sister and nephew- decided it was best to put him in the hospital. i've been there after work and any other chance i can get. i spent most of sunday there with them. it's hard to see my sister and her family in so much pain. i went up this afternoon and one of his lungs has not shut down. he is struggling to breathe. it hurts to watch him suffer and linger like this. as hard as this is i really wish he would let go. and not be in the pain that he is in. my heart is breaking for them. it is so close to being MA's one year anniversay i feel like i'm re-living that. what would she be saying right now?? i wish she was here for my sister. heck i wish she was here for me. i feel like my life will never be normal again......what is normal anyway.....
i know that i've certainly used my fair share of the prayers and pixie dust but if you have any you could pass my way i'd really appreciate it. i know last year at this time you were ALL so awesome to me. i would not have made it with out all the love and support from all of you.
i'm so tired. i don't sleep. i just keep thinking will it be today...? what will happen to my sister and her son?? and why? that one is floating around in my head as well. why him?
and bubba is sick with a double ear infection. the dr gave us meds last night and i really don't think they are working... and he's not sleeping. my ear hurts, my head hurts, my body hurts.......oh good grief.
thanks for letting me vent!
P&PD!
