Yvet
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Today i had an appointment with the eye doctor.
Just a control appointment because the surgery was 6 weeks ago and they want to check how it is at this point.
My eye itself looks perfect and it is healing good.
The problems i have with the blurry sight is not changed and that was not expected with this operation.
But i asked what the expectation is for my eye and sight.
The doctor told me that at this point he can't say how it really is going to develop.
This is because there is so much wrong with that eye that he don't want to give some false hope.
He even told me that he isn't sure that it's going to become normal ever again.
Basicly he told me that it's very good possible that my eye is not going to get any better then it is right now.........
I'm glad that he is so open about it and that he is just telling me how it stands at this point.
After the surgery in June of last year everything that could go wrong went wrong.
I'm supposed to see good an have no problems at all but unfortunately that's not the case.
Both Emiel and I have had always in the back of our heads that this announcement was coming sooner or later.
We both hoped for something else to hear but we also knew somewehere in the back of our heads that this announcement was inevitable.
We talked ourselfes and eachother into believing and hoping for better but still in the back of our heads this is what we already knew.
It's noy 100% sure yet that it will never become better, but now at this point once the eye doctor also warned us not to hope that much anymore, we put 1 and 1 together......
In spite of that it crossed our minds more then once and we already talked about it how my live will look like when this is it, it feels like somebody stepped on my chess and didn't went away.
I feel like moving on an automatic pilot, this will go away but i didn't thought it would effect me this much because we already thought that this would be the outcome.
But know it's confirmed that the changes are very slim it's suddenly real.....
I really wanted to share this with you all because everybody is so supportive and everybody is thinking about me and hoping for the best.
I wanted my friends to know this as soon as possible.
Just a control appointment because the surgery was 6 weeks ago and they want to check how it is at this point.
My eye itself looks perfect and it is healing good.
The problems i have with the blurry sight is not changed and that was not expected with this operation.
But i asked what the expectation is for my eye and sight.
The doctor told me that at this point he can't say how it really is going to develop.
This is because there is so much wrong with that eye that he don't want to give some false hope.
He even told me that he isn't sure that it's going to become normal ever again.
Basicly he told me that it's very good possible that my eye is not going to get any better then it is right now.........
I'm glad that he is so open about it and that he is just telling me how it stands at this point.
After the surgery in June of last year everything that could go wrong went wrong.
I'm supposed to see good an have no problems at all but unfortunately that's not the case.
Both Emiel and I have had always in the back of our heads that this announcement was coming sooner or later.
We both hoped for something else to hear but we also knew somewehere in the back of our heads that this announcement was inevitable.
We talked ourselfes and eachother into believing and hoping for better but still in the back of our heads this is what we already knew.
It's noy 100% sure yet that it will never become better, but now at this point once the eye doctor also warned us not to hope that much anymore, we put 1 and 1 together......
In spite of that it crossed our minds more then once and we already talked about it how my live will look like when this is it, it feels like somebody stepped on my chess and didn't went away.
I feel like moving on an automatic pilot, this will go away but i didn't thought it would effect me this much because we already thought that this would be the outcome.
But know it's confirmed that the changes are very slim it's suddenly real.....
I really wanted to share this with you all because everybody is so supportive and everybody is thinking about me and hoping for the best.
I wanted my friends to know this as soon as possible.
hang in there Yvet, things can get better, I'm sending you lots of pixie dust and good vibes 
sorry the news wasnt better but your sounds like you have it under wraps and are dealing with the situation. I hope it improves for you.
