I Think I'm Going Disney Crazy! What Happened?

[littleboss]

My name is Kim,and I'm taking my 4 kids & mother to Disney World 4/26-5/03 2009. Over the last few months I have completely become a Disney freak. I feel like I'm going crazy and can't control it.(I need to do the 12 step program for DWA anyone know of one?) I guess it all begun last year when I had to cancelle our trip to Disney that was to take place in October. My husband lost his job and my dreams were shattered. Anyways I promised my children that we would go to Disney as soon as we got caught up on bills.... my husband found a good job and all has been well! That means we are going to Disney and nothing will stop me!!! So I'm doing so much work booking the vaction my family has so longed for, I even got 2 other families to join along. My best friend,her boyfriend, & her 3 kids, then my long lost friend who we grew up together and lost touch when she moved to Texas about 11years ago. Her family is also going to meet us there so ofcourse I'm just stoked!! Then I get the bad news (that never even crossed my mind )my husband will NOT get time off work to go! Maybe I'm heartless,but I tell him we will just have to go without him at this point. Remember it was his fault we did not make the first trip! Okay maybe not so much his fault, But not my fault either I'm going to Disney with or without you.
Well enough about that my mind has been so consumed by Disney. I have been making t-shirts, shopping the clearance racks for summer cloths(since it should be hot in Florida)buying gift cards and Disney dollars.... all my money latley has been going to Disney in the form of payment or items we will need for the trip. I can seem to get myself motivated to X-Mas shop or grocery shop....I just think about what else do I need for Disney. By the way did I mention that we are not going until April and its only November!!!
I guess I decided to write this because I need to know if I'm going crazy or if I'm not alone on this subject. I've never been to Disney World so how can I be so crazy over the place??!! Well if anyone has any feed back I would love to hear it!
Oh-yah for those of you who think I'm cruel to my husband for not rebooking our vaction dates I would like you to know that I'm making a Flat Stanley of him so the he can be with us and he is happy with that!