Mom's memories, and her presence, are with you always, as really she is too.
to you. I lost my dad last year, and sometimes it hits me really hard. Try to think of your mom being in a safe, pain free place now.

Anniversary dates are especially tough. Actually, for me the days leading up right before are the worst. The other day it hit me that it's November. DH died 11/16. I just want to hibernate for the entire month. It would help.
Today is 10 years ago I lost my mom (best friend ) I still miss and think of her everyday.
and hoping you have a better day!