I just had to put my dog to sleep :(

[IWISHFORDISNEY]

I told you guys a while back my dog had cancer. His tumor ruptured and he was hemorraging all over the kitchen. My friend went with me and I had to have him put down. I am so upset and I leave for vacation tomorrow. I am happy I was able to say goodbye but he was the last link to my mom she gave him to me for my first anniversary gift. I feel like I lost the last little part I had left of my mom too. I am so upset and crying. I just dont know what to do with myself. I still have not finished packing. My son is asking where the dog is and the other dog in wandering around the house in circles looking for his brother. Figures my husband has night shift in the ER tonight. I am alone and it just plain sucks. Sorry to dump this on you guys but you are like family and I have no one else to tell right now. So send us some happy vibes for our trip tomorrow. I really dont think I could take one more thing this month. 3 funerals, my son broke his nose, my nephew deployed and now this. I really do need a vacation.

 

[dogodisney]

I am so sorry. Try to put all your sorrows aside and have a good vacation. I know it won't be easy. God Bless.

 

[safetymom]

You know you did the right thing for your dog. Please try to take comfort in your memories. I will keep you in my prayers.

 

[dolcezena]

My heart is in pieces for you!

We had to say goodbye to our Mags in January, so what you're feeling is very vivid in my mind!

Sorry, for the cliche, but I found it really helped when I reminded myself of all the goofy things she did, that made me laugh. (Like when she brought us her bowl, we'd ignore it, so she'd go get us a toy as a trade for treats!)

If you're not ready for that - cry. Crying is a way for the soul to cleanse itself.

 

[ADP]

I'm sorry Liz. Thoughts and prayers out to you.

 

[AnninIowa]

I am so sorry for your loss! I am a dog lover - I have two pugs - and this just breaks my heart!!

"Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.... "

Author unknown...

 

[BeamsofLight]

I'm so sorry for your loss. It's so painful to lose a fuzzy member of the family. Your doggie was lucky to have someone who obviously cared so much about him.

 

[calypso*a*go-go]

I'm so sorry Liz.
I've had to make the same decision for two of our pets in the past and it's just such a heartbreaking experience. Take care and find comfort in the good memories you have of your mom and your dog -- they will always be in your heart. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

 

[IWISHFORDISNEY]

I am so sorry for your loss! I am a dog lover - I have two pugs - and this just breaks my heart!!

"Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.... "

Author unknown...

That is really beautiful. That good dog went through so much with us. He will be dearly missed but this is so uplifting. Thanks everyone I am starting to wrap my mind around it a little as I clean up the mess all over my kitchen. I think I will put on a podcast whilst I tend to the crappy job.

 

[adsrtw]

I am so sorry for your loss. I've been in that situation with both dogs and horses. It hurts, but you made the right decision.

 

[cocowum]

I told you guys a while back my dog had cancer. His tumor ruptured and he was hemorraging all over the kitchen. My friend went with me and I had to have him put down. I am so upset and I leave for vacation tomorrow. I am happy I was able to say goodbye but he was the last link to my mom she gave him to me for my first anniversary gift. I feel like I lost the last little part I had left of my mom too. I am so upset and crying. I just dont know what to do with myself. I still have not finished packing. My son is asking where the dog is and the other dog in wandering around the house in circles looking for his brother. Figures my husband has night shift in the ER tonight. I am alone and it just plain sucks. Sorry to dump this on you guys but you are like family and I have no one else to tell right now. So send us some happy vibes for our trip tomorrow. I really dont think I could take one more thing this month. 3 funerals, my son broke his nose, my nephew deployed and now this. I really do need a vacation.

Oh Liz, I'm so sorry for your loss.

 

[SamSam]

I am so sorry for what you are going through. Like you and others, I too have been in that position. Our beloved pets are a part of our family and we love them dearly; mourn his death, allow yourself to cry.
I hope your vacation helps with your healing process.

 

[LilGMom]

I'm sorry for the loss of your furbaby.

 

[disszilagyi]

We did the same 5 years ago to our Golden Retreiver, Alex. Still one of the hardest days of my life. I felt better knowing that we had given him a great life. The best life that we could given him. It took me 4 years to get another dog. Cooper joined us last August. I dont understand how I could have waited so long for another. My heart goes out to you. You did what you had to.

 

[sc9500]

Im sorry for your loss.. my prayers to you.
Enjoy your vacation as much as you can - hold on to the good times.

 

[MonkeyPants]

it's always sad to lose a pet, they really do become a part of the family. But at least he isnt suffering. It definitely sounds like you need that vacation, hope you have a magical time.

 

[PrincessBelle39]

I'm so sorry to hear that you've lost a member of your family. They are such a part of your life that its always difficult. We lost our pony on Easter Sunday. She had to be put to sleep after suffering seizures that day. I've found it hard to say outloud. It feels really strange to go out into the yard as she was always right there. She just wandered around the house rather than staying in a paddock.

 

[kab407]

Liz, I'm so sorry.

 

[beachwarmer]

It is so hard to loose a four legged member of your family. It would be especially hard for you with the links to your mother.....sending my thoughts and prayers to you.

 

[IWISHFORDISNEY]

Thank you everyone I am feeling a little better today. I didnt get much sleep but after work today I get to go to Disney. I had an on call vet at the emergency center and she was so nice to me and Emmitt. She told me I was doing the right thing which I needed to hear and went through the whole procedure before she did it. I got to hold him until he fell asleep from the sedative and then she euthanized him after he fell asleep. I have been through this with my dads dog a long time ago and it was a terrible experience with a very cold vet. So I am happy that things went peacefully and he is no longer suffering. I am guessing this is going to take a while to get over. Me and DH were crying together this morning before I had to go into work. He was our first baby and will be dearly missed but never forgotton.