Congratulations!
The first time I stepped into the parks as an adult I had that same feeling. I was the little kid who grew up with nothing and a mama who so desperately wanted to take her kiddos. Sadly dentists and illness always seemed to eat away the disney pot ever year so we never got to go. I went with school at 16 to
Disneyland for one day and sobbed all night the night before (my mom had passed 6 months prior) and then as an adult watching wishes on Main Street I cried again just knowing how much it took to get there. Now I'm an AP and it was the same exact feeling. It is interesting how much of a status it is to some of us.