Homesick

[VolleyballQt07]

Well, its been one month and 9 days since I moved from Ohio. And right now, I miss it so much.

My life here in Wisconsin is going good so far. I go to a good school, I live in a nice house, I play on a good volleyball team. I just miss my family and friends so much right now.

I thought I was over it but I've been texting my friends lately and I realized how much I really miss them. I talk to my grandma about every other day. Me and her were becoming very close before we moved...we were always going out to lunch, running earrands, going shopping...and now I can't do that anymore.

I love my house dont get me wrong but whenever I wake up I get disoriented(sp?) for a minute then realize where I am. I miss my old neighbors. I miss waking up in my bright yellow room. I miss being able to walk to the carryout for a treat every once in a while. I just miss it. Sure it may not have been the best neighborhood but it was "my neighborhood".

I miss going over to my friend's houses and having slumber parties. I miss spending time with my friends. ie;movies, swimming, chillin'. I miss going to my grandma's house to swim. I miss having my grandma call me and tell me shes taking me to lunch and out shopping.

And I miss my dog. We had to put her down before we moved because she wouldn't have survived the 13 hour car ride here. I still have one of my dogs but I miss the other one so much. I have bunches of pictures of her on my phone and when I see them I get teary.

Thanks for reading.

 

[::Snow_White::]

 

[Tinkerrat]

 

[Tinkerbell424]

I'm sorry,Brit.

 

[VolleyballQt07]

Thanks. Sometime this week after school I might make a meeting with a guidance counselor. I can't really keep this bottled up inside me too much longer.

 

[meeshheartsdisney217]

where in Wisco do you live?
you don't have to say if you don't want to. but i live in wisco too



i'm going through the same thing.
just not with moving.

with high school.

 

[tinkerbellblondie19]

I can emphasize, to an extent. I moved just over a year ago, but only about 20 minutes away. I live in the same state, same county. But I miss my old neighborhood, my old street, and my old friends so much. I don't get over there much because the only spare time I have is an hour or two to hang out every now and then, and that's just not enough time. I miss all my friends from my old neighborhood, and having a pool, and my friends's parents that might as well of been my parents, and all the brothers and sisters, and how everyone in there was so close knit that they made more of a family than blood did. I know my friends' relatives better than I know my own. I miss our goofy little things we'd do, the stupid, random stuff that 15 year old guys do that very few other people will ever know about. I miss rollerblading around in the shade of the big trees, the big yards, the community atmosphere that was created from a neighborhood with essentially no community features (There was a playground and walking trails. Nothing else). I miss just hanging out, sitting around in someone's bedroom and blasting music so loudly that you could hear it from your room in the house next door. I miss playing baseball in the middle of the cul-de-sac, with mailboxes as bases. I miss playing hockey down the entire street, a crushed soda can as the puck. I miss going next door to my friend Alex's, who is practically my older brother (He's just like it. He's waaaaay over-protective of me sometimes), and sitting on the trampoline or playset while our dads would set off fireworks 10 feet away. I miss just falling asleep on the couch at my friends' houses, and laughing our heads off at movies. I miss hanging out with the people I've been friends with since I was 5, and sometimes playing with the dolls and things we played with when we were 5. I miss swimming in my pool and having noodle wars, and, since they were always against guys that were older and stronger than me, always losing. I miss sitting on people's driveways at 11 at night in the middle of the summer and playing Monopoly. I miss playing football at the bus stop in the morning, and playing after everybody finished their homework in the afternoons. I miss playing four square for no reason; I miss my friends at my old school. I miss our crazy hair days, making fun of the teachers with funny accents, or creepy hair, or that were just stupid. I miss getting in trouble because of petitioning the cafeterria food. I miss squeezing 7 of us into a booth made for 4 at lunch because we all HAVE to sit with each other. I miss laughing when the PTO people would sell kids mini sharpies at the school store after lunch, not knowing what their real intentions with them were (Getting high during related arts). I miss it all. And while there are soooooooo many things that I don't miss, I can't help but feel homesick. I lived in that house for most of my conscious life! (5-12. I'm 13 now). My old house was smaller, and there were a TON of people I hated at my old school. My old school was completely overcrowded, and it is impossible for anyone to really take over in that large an enviornment. My old town was snobby, with a ton of rich kids ruling the place. There were uniforms for my school. And my new school is only slightly overcrowded, I already knew some people over there, and I could live in a bigger house. I know how you feel.