I just can't make the jump. I am booked at blt in August. I have adr's. I have a daily plan. I just can't commit by finally buying the plane tickets. I keep thinking we could use the money for other things. Maybe we shouldn't spend so much on a vacation. We have the money for the trip sitting in an account. It is not that we don't have the money. I just can't make myself buy the tickets. It seems final then.