i am so sorry, i know exactly how you feel i lost my little angel (TIFFANY) almost three years ago, i had a very difficult pregnancy the whole time and had to go to the doctor every week until the last time i went they told me i was doing great and that she was doing great and i would not have to come back for 2 weeks and 2 days later i did not feel her move and i called the dr. and they told me to go to the hospital and they would listen for the heartbeat and before i could get ready i went into labor and had to call 911 to get me to the hospital and as soon as i got there i delivered, that was the worst experience i have ever been through in my life. you will resent people, you will hate people, you will hate yourself, you will blame yourself, but as time goes on it gets easier you will have your days when you will do nothing but cry, but time will heal. the only thing that got me through was knowing where she was and that GOD had a plan for her, and that he needed hed more than i did.
if i can help you in anyway please let me know .
thinking of you,
misty