Having such a bad time of it lately (depressing post, sorry)

[tkyes]

{{{hugs}}} I'm so very sorry that you are going through this.



Tamie

 

[catsrule]

I'm so sorry you are feeling down, Kristy. {{{hugs}}} to you.

 

[Lars624]

I'm so sorry that you're having a down day. I can't even begin to understand what you're going through, but I'm sure that rough days are normal & part of the healing process. I am offering you a {{{hug}}} and wishing there was more I could do to help you.

 

[helenabear]

Kristy, I wish I had some words of comfort... {{{HUGS}}}

 

[Beauty]

{{{HUGS}}} I've been there and I understand.

 

[scarlett873]

wishing i could do more for you...anytime you need to vent your feelings, you're always welcome to come here...

 

[bananiem]

{{{hugs}}} You know we're all here for you.

 

[6_Time_Momma]

Well, the rocker just came. I sat with a stuffed pooh and rocked for awhile for my little Pooh-Bear baby. My heart is breaking all over again.

 

[Pooh93]

Oh Kristy, my heart breaks for you and your family. Many {{{{{{HUGS}}}}} to you today and every day that you need them.

 

[imgoingtodisney]

I am soooo sorry

 

[ripleysmom]

{{{HUGS}}} my friend. Wish I could do more.....

 

[nativetxn]

Oh, Kristy, my heart is aching for you and I'm all teary. I wish there was something that I could say or do to take away the pain but we both know those words and actions don't exist

{{{HUGS}}} my friend. Remember we are always here if you need to talk and that we care about you alot.

Katholyn

 

[December99]

Kristy, I know it isn't the same thing but you know what...I get so jealous and angry lately when people talk about their moms (jealousy that I will never get to share things with my mom again) or complain about their moms (time is too short and you never know when they will be gone). I know losing a child is much different than losing a parent - but I think the hurt and pain is the about the same.....

{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}} and rock as long as you need to!

 

[bigsis1970]

I am soo sad for you.. hug your family when the get home all one extra hug !!! ( i am going to hug mine now ) please know that all your Dis friends are here for you .. Michelle

 

[jldriscoll]

{{{hugs}}} Kristy!!

 

[wdw4us]

I’m sorry. I have never lost a child as you have but know the pain must be tremendous. I remember on Christmas Day 1985 my mother lost her battle with breast cancer. I felt terrible that God had taken her away from me and then I thought of how wonderful a grandmother and mother she was. I somehow realized that God took my mother to care for Baby Jesus and all the little ones who had been called back to his fold.

I ask my mother now to take care of your precious angel, hug her, nuzzle her neck and be the perfect grandma that she is. Its no comfort to you but all I can do is pray for her to be loved and looked after, on your behalf . It’s all I have to give you a cyber prayer and the promise that my mom always comes through for me. I know she will again.

Take care and cry all you want, your heart is broken, it will heal in time but the scar will remain.

Hugs and prayers for all of you.

denise

 

[~Magical Princess~]

Although I don't know you via these boards, I have read your story and my heart breaks for you and goes out to you. I am so sorry for your loss - so very sorry.

I had been thinking of you over the past few days as a friend of mine just lost her third baby, a boy, (*she has a son and daughter already) after suffereing from placenta previa at which they put her on bedrest and told her all would be fine and planned a c-section (for early december) and then one day she suddenly felt no movement, that lead to the ultrasound showing the baby had passed away. Then of course she had to have the baby as you've been through, and they were able to keep the baby all day and then the service was just yesterday. I didn't make it to the service, as they had a short viewing and then the casket was closed etc., as they finished the service, but I just thought I'd do more harm than good being there - as I know I'd just be a very emotional wreck and I sort of felt this should be a personal, immediate family sort of thing.

I can't begin to think of the hurt and emotions that you go through, as in her case - she has 2 sis-in-laws that are each pregnant, one is due in just a few weeks, the other due early next year. I know you must go through 1,000 different feelings, wanting to die to be with the baby (she has already said she wants to shoot herself), hating (well not really, but you know) the other sister in laws for being pregnant - God only knows what else - and even though you know you may be 'wrong' in feeling those ways, we are only human and can't stop how we feel at times - but I think it's important to acknowledge what you feel, and not let it get the better of you and then try and remember to live life for your children you have and hold so precious - all that being easier said than done I'm so very sure!

Please know that we are all hear to "listen" as you vent! And hopefully no one will be judgemental as to what you are feeling or what you are saying.

I have two boys, and honestly, I have a husband that flat out doesn't want any more children! He thinks they are too demanding, too much work, and in the long run - will be VERY expensive (i.e., college, vacations etc). This really saddens me as that I don't want a zillion - I simply want "4" and I don't think that's an unreasonable number. You are truly a lucky woman to have 5 children with you and 1 in heaven, and I'm sure you'll be able to have more since you must have a husband who is on the same page with you!!!

Please know my thoughts are with you!!!!!

 

[Miss Jasmine]

Oh Kristy, I wish I could just give you some big {{{{HUGS}}}. You and your family continue to be in my prayers. Each day brings with it its own journey. We are your cyber family, you can lean on us whenever you need us.

 

[Goofball]

{{{HUGS}}}

 

[Boots]

{{{HUGS}}} and loving thoughts sent your way!