hey guys...omg..I am stressed out....it's piling on fast.

I am feeling bad....I need to stop it.

The nice words made me cry.
Anyway....AMy, thanks for that. I haven't had a bad panic attack in a long long time..it came out of nowhere. I just ususally tell myself to KNOCK IT OFF...but it stayed with me.

It's ok...I know what it is so it's not as creepy as before I realized it's just panic. That is crazy what a bad day you had!!!!!!! THANK GOD your little wallet was found. I have the same system!!! I don't think it's a good one.

I have too much junk!!! That is funny about the keys in the ignition.

Christmas stress sucks......makes ya do wacky things!
Vanessa...bummer about the SL. But you never know. If that's what you want maybe you will wind up with it. Wow...yes it is NASTY cold out today.
We go to UIC to monitor Lucy's vision. At least she's had a good year.

And...the weirdest thing...(usually I am a hopeful person, but it's just always a PITA and drag to go & brings me down KWIM?) But anyway.... She is really named Lucia (loo chee ah - chia pet lol)....and....I seriously remember the day I started calling her Lucy when she was about 4 months old...sitting in her swing and staring at me with her HUGE round blue eyes....I sat looking at her into her eyes and just thought "You are my LUCY".
....and then...come to find out when she was 6 yrs old she was losing her sight....BUT...then somebody pointed out to me that St. Lucy is the patron saint of SIGHT and gave her a little St. Lucy medallion.

AND...even more strange...our first appointment at UIC - that we called to schedule in September and THEY CHOSE FOR US the first they could get us in - was on St. Lucia Day....Dec 13 (but we didn't know that until much later) Those little spooky things make me think there is somebody watching out for her.
OK....I am off! Have to run and get ready to go.
TTYL!! Chat a lot so I have fun reading when I get back.
Chan