Maybe it was closure that you needed. I know it's a bittersweet time, but now you can focus on the future.
My day was hectic at work -- trying to get everything done for Monday, so that we can be off. And now I'm up early on Saturday because I got called in last night, but they didn't need the meds until this morning. (the joys of being the on-call pharmacist on a holiday weekend!)
Plan something special for you this week -- a new book, a bubble bath, haircut, whatever! You're in line for some pampering!
Hugs,
Edie