Gutted !!! still gutted!!! update pg 3

[buzz for boys]

Ok so im trying to remain so positive around the kids and my dh but inside im so scared.
Cams eye fell out at school today not a massive deal it does sometimes and usually we pop it back in and give him a kiss and he is back to lesson !!
Today I knew when I heard his support workers voice that that was not going to be the case she told me to come quick - she never does that !!

I got there to find cam in some discomfort and begging me not to look when we eventually wrestled him into letting me look he has a huge growth that is protuding out of his eye - keep telling everyone its fine and its prob only scar tissue thats grown but deep down I know there is a possibilty its the cancer returned Think thats probably my mind going into overdrive but it dont stop me thinking it !!
So tomorrow I get the answers and the appointment ive begging for but not under teh circumstances I wanted it to be.
Im tottaly gutted as somewhere in the back of mind this week i was secretly hoping that amiracle had happened and all this had just magically gone away.
Im starting to dread the phone ringing it always bring bad news.

 

[Natasha&Matt]

So sorry to hear that Louise try to think positive (i know how hard that can be) Sending you and Cam lots of Pixie dust

 

[disney_princess_85]

Good luck.

 

[mandymouse]

Sending you all lots of hugs Louise and hoping that you receive some good news soon

 

[The Fetherstons]

Oh Louise sending you and Cam lot of
Take care and keep strong lets hope you receive good news soon

 

[wideeyes]

hope you get good news soon.

 

[joolz1910]

Oh Louise. I really hope you get good news.

 

[Pegasus928]

Sending big hugs to all of you

Be thinking of you tomorrow

 

[craigs bride]

hope everything is ok big hugs for you and Cam xx

 

[Dimplenose]

I was reading your blog entry for yesterday this morning and chuckling along with the antics with Ami and thinking how lovely it was that things were going normally for you all at the moment. If I'm feeling frustrated with this latest upset then goodness knows how you're all feeling.

As you said, there could be less sinister reasons for Cam's latest problems. So keep ypur positive face on for your family and come and scream at us lot whenever you need to instead.

Sending lots of hugs and hope that everything goes OK at tomorrows appointment.

 

[Jets fan]

Poor Cam, the little lad does suffer. Sending you and your whole family lots of hugs and I really hope that everything goes OK tomorrow.




Tina

 

[Tinks1984]

Oh Louise Lots of pixie dust heading your way and to remind you that you're a very brave Mum and Cameron & family are so very lucky to have you

 

[scottish mum]

Good luck for tomorrow and lots of and hope it is just scar tissue,

 

[Chilly]

Sending you the biggest hug I can

 

[Ware Bears]

Good luck for tomorrow

 

[thelittlemermaid83]

Oh Louise Fingers crossed all goes well at the appointment.

 

[Tartan Tigger]

Poor Cam. Hope you get some good news tomorrow. Take care.

 

[jen_uk]

Hope you get good news tomorrow sending pixis dust

 

[Muscateer]

Good luck with the appointment today. Thinking of you all.

 

[Goofysmate]

I so hope it's good news today for you & Ds