Girls and Boys!

[Ms.Squeakers]

I once met a guy at camp.

Do I regret it? Absolutely no.
Did it work out? No, it was just too weird not to see each other often. We talked A LOT, but it just wasn't the same.

P.S. (when I say there was only 1 guy who ever liked me before, that was him)

 

[reminisce]

I once met a guy at camp.

Do I regret it? Absolutely no.
Did it work out? No, it was just too weird not to see each other often. We talked A LOT, but it just wasn't the same.

P.S. (when I say there was only 1 guy who ever liked me before, that was him)

well, how old are you?

 

[KitKat_Tink]

thats what my crush has been saying to me. i dont know how it makes you happy, seeing as it makes me even more miserable. i guess your views on things in this case are probably healthier than mine, so good for you (i think).

i know ive already put some of this on here, but kitkat_tink's post reminded me and now i feel the need to vent. badly...so my crush finds me every morning before school starts and talks with me for a while until we have to go off doing other things. he texts me every morning and after school every day. then he goes to his girlfriends house for several hours and wont talk to me when he's there. he texts me again when we get home. i dont understand--hes told me he likes me, a little. i think its wrong to like someone else when youre seeing someone, but thats just me. i cant imagine how his girlfriend would feel if she knew. i really do feel bad for her, but its hard for me--theres jealousy too. they almost broke up last week, and when he told me about it it was hard to decide whether i should be happy about it or upset for him. it was one of those terrible times when you want to laugh and cry at the same time, and all you feel is confusion. well, they stayed together and are now perfectly happy.

i recently started thinking that too...
I don't want him to feel anything for me when he's with her...

and i found out they broke up before...GAH that could have been my chance except we barley knew each other then

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

well, how old are you?

I was 11.
Well.
Okay, remember how Im fairly mature for my age? Ive always been that way, and so if I have a crush on someone, they have to be mature too, so when he said he liked me it was like "I really like hanging out with you" "Really? Me too" "So..I was wondering if at the dance you would accompany me" "Me?" "Yeah you" " Of course!"

Long story short.
We never went out, we weren't even TOGETHER, but we both liked each other and eventually we just grew far apart, because even when we would see each other, we couldn't talk (because all you can do with a guy is "accidentally meet" at the movies). Everything was a mess. It shouldve worked out, and we couldve clicked even more, but his schedule just couldn't work with mine.

 

[reminisce]

I was 11.
Well.
Okay, remember how Im fairly mature for my age? Ive always been that way, and so if I have a crush on someone, they have to be mature too, so when he said he liked me it was like "I really like hanging out with you" "Really? Me too" "So..I was wondering if at the dance you would accompany me" "Me?" "Yeah you" " Of course!"

Long story short.
We never went out, we weren't even TOGETHER, but we both liked each other and eventually we just grew far apart, because even when we would see each other, we couldn't talk (because all you can do with a guy is "accidentally meet" at the movies). Everything was a mess. It shouldve worked out, and we couldve clicked even more, but his schedule just couldn't work with mine.

im sorry that happened. ive had something along those lines happen, several times. i guess its just part of life.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

I dont regret it.
I didnt even cry over it.
We just...fell apart.
I wouldnt change ANYTHING thats happened so far.
If I had a second chance at it, yeah I might do something a little different, but I highly doubt it

 

[reminisce]

i would never change anything about my past...if you think about it, one thing, no matter how small, can change everything....

if that doesnt make sense, heres my logic. i think youll all find its quite logical logic...
imagine: youre walking in a field. there is a lovely flower right in the middle. you pick it and start walking along a path. as you travel, you pick the petals off the flower, one by one..{he loves me, he loves me not...he loves me.....he loves me not.........}. later on that day, a biker comes to the path. she is tired, and stops for a break. as she looks around, she notices petals all down the path. suddenly, a bee appears. the biker is severely allergic to bees, and freaks out. the bee stings her, and she dies. what attracted the bee? the petals of the flower you plucked off. now think about it: if you hadnt taken that flower, the biker girl would not have died.

make sense?

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Yeah.
I think like that ALL THE TIME.
I always think "If I blow my nose, thats life changing, because the tissue I took, makes it 1 less tissue, and the person who finds the empty tissue box will have to pull out another one and.."

Etc.
You get the point.

My mom NEVER understands what I mean when I say "Everything is life changing".

 

[reminisce]

exactly. no one understands it. i just wish i was a better writer. that was so badly written.......

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Not really.
Im just bad at explaining things.

So lately ive been realizing how many guys have JUST started hitting on me.

Example : I whispered "Stop Child Abuse" in class to my friend, and this guy turned around and said "You hit yourself!? Mmm that gives me dirty thoughts " "..."

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Or. I will be in lunch eating a chicken sandwitch and then this guy turned around and said "Enjoying your meat "

I dont even understand that last one, but everything is made nasty.
Also, it confuses me to death!
People in my normal classes hate me, then I go to these 3 random classes, and all of the sudden they are all my friends, plus "more"??

What!?
Its like 1 moment im a Nerd. The next Im a "Hawt Dork", then Im back to being a Nerd.

 

[cindys_castle2011]

I am so happy right now. Okay so the other night I stayed at my friends house, and yesterday morning me and my crush was talking and he was in town. and thats where she lives, well he ended up picking me up and bringing me home. My best friend's grandma lives before my house and she was over there so we just stopped on the road and talked to her. We was there for like an hour anyways he got my phone to listen to my songs, well when he got done I grabbed his phone and I was listening to his and that Taylor Swift song came on, Our Song. And i said why you got a chick song in here. haha he said ah well its someone's ringtone. So i was thinking, he has different ring tones for everyone so i was getting curious to see what mine was. So I exited out of the music, and got my phone and texted him, but it kept on vibrating. I was trying to secretly do it, but he had already figured it out, I was trying to push the side, up and down buttons, but that kept saying something bout the battery, and he said no baby, your doing it wrong, let me see it. He had nevvvvvvver called me that, and we have been talking since March. I didn't make a big deal about it then, I just went on with what I was doing. But that night, it had came up in a conversation, and we got on the things that make your significant other smile, well as everyone knows its simple to make a girl smile, you know just call her baby, or tell her good morning, text her in the middle of the day just to check up on her, you know all those kinda things, well according to him, its those kinda things that can make a guy smile and he said just random things, like a kiss when they least expect it. So i had alot of fun even though it was like an hour, and I stole his little hand held fan he got from prom, (he wanted me to, i could tell )

 

[Axel]

Yesterday was a hellacious track meet. It was only about 38F and it was raining like you wouldn't believe. Everybody was freezing and we were all huddle under this little shade tent with a tarp over it trying to stay warm. Well, John was huddled next to me and out of nowhere he just wrapped an arm around me. I had told him I was going to use him as a space heater earlier in the day because he gives off heat like nobody else I know. We had just finished our warm ups when I told him that and he just pulled me into a one-armed hug and said "Ok.".

I'll have to post the one picture that I have of most of us under that tent because it's so hilarious.

 

[MrsSparrow..]

Eek.

Relationships are tres difficult.

I go an all girls school, my boyfriend clearly doesn't and goes to a nearby school. I see him like once a week and if I'm lucky twice. Even when I do we are usually with other people.

Only one more year of this dastardly convent school

-Ashleeeeeeeeeeeeeigh.

 

[Sparx]

i went to a really formal banquet/ball last night. Zach was my date.

i don't know whats going on with us right now. last night we were acting like we were dating (minus all the kissing and holding hands and all that), but we're not dating.

when we are dating, we're awkward and weird. but when we're not dating, we act like we are, and its nice.

i'm so confused.

oh, and he asked me if i wanted to go to the movies today. we were planning on it, but we decided against it after seeing how late we got in last night (i didn't get into bed until 1 am) and sleeping in really late this morning. we're both exhausted. next weekend probably.

boys are silly.
relationships suck.
and being best friends with your ex makes your whole life confusing.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Have you ever had a staring contest with someone you have a crush on?
I did the other day.
Ack it was scary, I turned so red.
That it spread to my neck!
His eyes...are gorgeous.
Just something I've noticed.
There's like...gold flakes in them...

The reason why it was so scary, was because 1.He was REALLY sweaty and all i wanted to do was just...wipe it off xD
2. Well we were REALLY connected, all I kept wondering is "what on earth could he be thinking right now!?!?!?" it was scary, like you know how in ghost rider, how he says "look into my eyes and fell the pain of those souls who you killed" (or whatever) and then they look straight in, and see EVERYTHING.


Yeah, thats kinda how it was....
it was..incredible.
3. Of course I lost, I couldn't stare at him any longer (well..duh I couldve, but...i didn't want him reading my mind. I felt like if he looked in my eyes any longer, he could feel what Im thinking.

 

[Babyjustrun]

Have you ever had a staring contest with someone you have a crush on?
I did the other day.
Ack it was scary, I turned so red.
That it spread to my neck!
His eyes...are gorgeous.
Just something I've noticed.
There's like...gold flakes in them...

The reason why it was so scary, was because 1.He was REALLY sweaty and all i wanted to do was just...wipe it off xD
2. Well we were REALLY connected, all I kept wondering is "what on earth could he be thinking right now!?!?!?" it was scary, like you know how in ghost rider, how he says "look into my eyes and fell the pain of those souls who you killed" (or whatever) and then they look straight in, and see EVERYTHING.


Yeah, thats kinda how it was....
it was..incredible.
3. Of course I lost, I couldn't stare at him any longer (well..duh I couldve, but...i didn't want him reading my mind. I felt like if he looked in my eyes any longer, he could feel what Im thinking.

Yes. I have. All the time. He stares a lot. I try not to stare back, because I never know why he's staring. And well, staring kind of creeps me out. He has beautiful eyes, really green, with flakes of gold and brown. I'm probably going to stop looking away soon, I have this need to feel closer to him.

 

[cindys_castle2011]

i went to the spring carnival with heath today, and had loads of fun, and this is only the third time i've been out with him, and I've realized something today that i didn't the other times. He is a big flirt

 

[reminisce]

so he texts me every day, but didnt all weekend. i dont know why, but i was starting to feel like a reject. then today when my other friends were play-teasing me, instead of staying out of it or maybe sticking up for me like he normally does, he laughed along with them. i dont know what i did to deserve this, but it must have been pretty bad.

 

[jbcheerchick93]

i love not being in a relationship. all of my friends keep saying, jesse, we GOTTA get you a man!

im all, naw y'all, that ain't for me.

i MUCH rather flirt. this way, you simply cannot feel guilty for anything that you do or say. P.S. mouse, i get stuff like that all of the time.

EXAMPLES::
1. baseball game. happened to be in a skirt, stretched my legs quicly before any guys got there. guy "wanna stretch those legs for me again??" (it was a bend over and stretch kind of thing.

2. last night "its okay baby girl, i'll wear my loose pants."

3. lunch "you can have my hot dog anytime you want it.

4. text message, if we you had me alone in a room for a day, what would you do? what did i get?? this - **** you hard baby.

5. i always get random, you know you want this.

6. funniest so far, same text as before but i got - idk, ask you what you favorite color is, then get a ****** that color. it was hysterical.

7. got plenty of beggings to hang out with me and my "bangin body"

i take it jokingly, but guys can be serious about that stuff. to me its really funny, especially because, i like ot say this to my guy friends, i take a dirty joke better then the3 next guy does. and its true, cause i do take it better. i think dirtry jokes are the funniest thing in the world.

 

[Axel]

So. John pretty much picked me up and tried to F-U me again today. I have to say, seeing his butt from that angle is a completely different experience.

BTW- if you don't know what an F-U is, this picture should clear it up:

And then a flip so that I'd land on my back, but he didn't do that part.

And yes, that is John Cena just before he F-U'd K-Fed.