anyone here ever been in that situation where you like someone, and finally get their number and start talking to them almost non-stop--only to find out that they have a girlfriend and that theyre in love and all that stuff? thats where i am right now, but to add on to it, he flirts with me a lot--telling me im cute, that he really cares about me, how good i looked that day, that hes there for me, that im really nice and really smart, etc--and it hurts a lot, because its sort of like hes (unknowingly) rubbing it in my face that i cant have him [he goes to his girfriends house every day AND she lives in a different city!] while making sure i cant get over him.
well, im adding on to the above. yup, theres more.
last night, i was texting with him as per usual, when he told me that he heard i liked my friend chuck. well, i didnt and i told him so. i have no idea why, but he asked who i like. it was probably just curiosity. for the next three hours, i made up excuses and avoided telling him. then, he asked if i liked him. i cant lie to him [i recieve complete honesty from him, and therefore should give him the same], so i kept avoiding the question. an hour and a half later, i finally broke down and told him---but only after he insisted that it wouldnt change our friendship AND he said that if he didnt have a girlfriend he would go out with me.
he cant drop that i like him either. he keeps bringing it up; thanking me for telling him, saying we cant talk for a while because hes hanging out with his girlfriend, etc.
its looking sort of depressing--its going to be a long time before i get over him, i can tell. i dont think him flirting and bringing up my crush is going to make me get over him faster, either.
) anyway, but yeah.
