disneyholic family
disney on my mind....
- Joined
- Jan 31, 2002
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I need to be in so much. My weight depresses me, because it's something I don't have control over, and I don't know why. I HATE the way I look and when I meet all of you, that is what I'll be thinking about - my weight. My DH actually asked me yesterday why don't I look into the lap band thing. I guess that means I'm a big failure. I did WW, but even then I didn't feel like I was accountible to anyone. Who cares if I lose weight. No one even said anything when I quit, so how is that for accountibility??? I did Body For Life a few years back, and I looked pretty darn good (still fat on many many levels, but looked good for me).
It's just so hard to eat right (because I love the crap food) and life is so busy. We have soccer four nights a week. Games on weekends. During the week I try to go to the Y, but there are so many things that keep me from being able to go. Does anyone want to come and live with me and be my conscience??? For myself, I need to do something, because I feel like less of a person because I am fat.
i so totally know how you feel....especially feeling like less of a person because i'm fat.....that was the reason i finally took myself in hand at the start of this year...i just felt so badly about myself...it wasn't for a cruise or for a trip or anything like that...just to try to finally feel better about myself...
please do join along with us....
and whether you go up or down, we'll be here to support you...