Oh, I fear this is a rather down post. Sorry.
Let's start with the 'this & that...'
Which is.. my work place.
To give a quick overview of my job (it bores me so I won't bore you) we'll just say it's pretty cyclical. And we have normal business hours (8 hours a day) for about 9 months of the year & INTENSE overtime for 3. Those intense overtime months hit Jan-March for me & basically my life revolves around the job.
70ish hour weeks. Topped with an hour commute each way... leave little time for the three kids, house, hubby..myself.
It's tough, but it's relatively short lived & somewhat easier to deal with because it's in cold, wintery months with no holidays, ect.....
Well, my boss announced 2 days ago that due to the demands of a very high profile (read: high paying) new client, we have to switch everything around. And our 'busy season' will now extend Oct-March- permenantly.
They released the new due date schedule and I have SIX deadlines between Oct 1 and Dec 20th. My first deadline usually hits around January 20th.
Not only am I incredibly bummed at this turn of events, my already half paid for vacation now falls directly in 'busy season'. Typically we are forbidden to take time off in busy season. I'm asking for 8-9 days. Argh!!!
So upset by this. I did already tell my boss that I paid for DVC and registered for a half...and I never expected this to be a problem based on the historical tendancies of the last EIGHT YEARS I HAVE WORKED HERE...... but it doesn't change the fact that I'm REQUIRED to meet my deadlines. And so I work even WAY more before vacation or have work come on vacation with me (no!). It just sucks all around!
Never mind the fact that I CAN NOT PHYSICALLY give up my kids, house, hubby for 6 months for my job. I just can not. And it's NOT FAIR of them to demand it. Corporate America.. you SUCK sometimes!
And because we always need pictures.. .here is a picture of the "Disney on my desk"
Oh, notice in the very top left hand corner..that sheet on the wall is my 1/2 running plan. I just saw that I captured the part that said... "Run 1/2 marathon" and "Celebrate" on it. Good visual reminder here!!
With that depressing work rant still churning in my head... lets move forward to running plans. Which, currently for me, is also very depressing.
Running. Running. Running.....
(my new running shoes!)
Hmm.. let's start this with saying.... me signing up for this 1/2 was a stretch. I do not actually really enjoy running. For me, it's a mental game & I tend to lose, A LOT. I get bored easy...and then it's game over.
BUT.. cardio is also the most effective way for me to attempt to fight the bulge that is a result of age, genetics & bearing 2 children.

Becasue I also happen to have a love affair with sugary food... and no matter how much I've tried..I can not muster the willpower to give those up. Sugar is my crack. I fully realize this & I'm not ready to enter the 12 step program to giving it up.
So I choose to cardio exercise to somewhat counteract it.
Signing up for the 1/2 was my way to FORCE myself into the gym because I can be queen of excuses at that.
And physically.. I CAN run. But mentally. Well, it's a struggle folks. A BIG struggle!!!
I have to go 13.1. I'm currently holding a record run of 4 miles. Simple math shows the very far spread between 13.1 and 4. I got a long way to go.
Due to my schedule, I work out mostly on my lunch break at work. Which means treadmill. Which... adds to the problem. Treadmill. Boring. But it's what I have to work with currently...
I need some mental 'tips' to get through this.. anyone? anyone?
GOOD music helps. Here's part of my current playlist...
Anyone have any good running songs (full of pep, tempo) I could add?
I have a nice 1/2 plan printed out & pinned to my cubicle. Intensive training starts in July. So because of the low motovation of current distance runs.. I decided to change things up.
And do an interval/strength training program instead. I find myself less bored with these workouts because I am constantly switching pace & watching time to change. Pace is usually VERY fast for a short time..and my mind is making the switch back and forth between 'survival (of the fast run) and recovery (from the fast run). This helps my time go by MUCH faster & my brain is engaged.
But this leaves me with another dilemna... exercise headaches. I get them when I do strenous exercise. (as in the intensive interval runs). It's not dehydration..but rather... something that happens to around 70% of people who suffer from chronic headaches (I do) from restricted blood vessels. It's a real problem & I need some real advice to get past it.... becasue 13.1 (even at a slower pace) will be strenous for me.
And so there you have it... my lovely running plan. Which currently isn't working all that well for me.
So I want PIXIE RUNNING DUST!!!!!
And now, to leave you with a CUTE picture. And a picture that reminds me that FAMILY is more important than this job..and so I need to find a solution with the three kiddies that matter most in my life forefront!!!
This girl is READY to meet some princesses:
