To the nurses:
I do have to acknowledge that I agree with you; I fully admit my insanity for taking prescription drugs (and at high doses) given to me by my brother, not a doctor. I know this doesn't justify it, but I figure that it's better than running through the plane like a screaming lunatic in the midst of a panic attack. I must admit that I am also guilty of chasing a Xanax with alcohol in my quest to find a dose that works. But DO NOT, and I repeat, DO NOT, try that at home, kiddies! Just poor judgement on my part, plus I HATE going to doctors so I haven't bothered to get my own prescription. I don't like taking pills, so flying is the only thing I ever take Xanax for, and only when the radar indicates that it's going to be a really bad flight.
Barb