Hey Guys,
A little pre warning on the weight related diet post about to commence! Turn away now if you want to remain in a positive mood!

(I need to vent)
As most of you know Ive been at weight watchers now for about a year and a half... However, if I'm honest with my self and really think hard about it...Ive been a member on and off since I was about 14 years old.
I have always struggled with my weight... Im an over eater... I like food and I like going out.

I have done all the crazy diets you can name... even starved for a while. (But obviously that doesn't work and is not the healthiest route to skinnyvill)
This is the last time I want to lose weight, and on the positive side I have lost 2 stone and a bit, (30POUNDS) but Im finding it really hard. I count points I write down everything, but when I have a bad moment - Thats it I fall totally off the wagon!
Nobody seems to get it, They offer advice on how its a lifestyle choice and how I shouldn't see it as a diet! But IT IS.... it drives me insane when people try to say nice things... bla bla... but if they have never experienced what its like to feel overweight and tired, then they cannot comment!

I am under the impression I will be watching what I eat for the rest of my life... Im okay with this... Well I think I'm okay with this... (reading back this post it appears not) lol
Oh dear... I just watched the new show - Shedding for the Wedding too! It makes me cry! I want it as much as them! I know I haven't got that far to go now which is why its probably getting harder - 10 Pound more then Im at my goal!

DF is really supportive, and also on a health kick - So he gets it!
I want to look beautiful on our wedding day, the best day of our lives... I want to look back over out photos and swoon at how good we looked!
OK OK... I think Ive said enough! Im sorry to have gone on! I think it will all be better when my dress arrives... It should have come in the store in December... its now Feb and still no news! Im a little nervous about the fitting... but excited too! We are going to try on the BM dresses tomorrow, that should cheer me up!

I will post pictures tomorrow afternoon!
Thanks in advance if you have reached the bottom of this post! you made it! lol
Love and Planning
Faye
xx
P.S Valentines day was lovely! I had the most beautiful roses! Apart from a 3 pound gain at fat camp, then going out for an indian with DF! lol
