In the last half year I've experienced a dramatic weight gain. In February I weighed 115, now in October I weigh 180. I'm so beyond frustrated at everything.
I don't understand what has happened. I walk to all of my classes (so about 15-30 minutes each day) and I never even have time to snack! I started a new job in July that requires me to be pretty active. It's a local humane society so I'm on my feet and walking animals around all day. I'm a senior in college this year, so my schedule is very hectic. I have classes from 7:30-11:30 everyday, then I work from 12-6. Then I have my own animals to come home and take care of, homework, and house work. I usually plop down on the couch around 9:30 for an hour to spend in silence by myself, then bed by 10:30. Most mornings I wake up around 5:30 just to have time to get all my work done.
I went to the doctor last week and had blood drawn to check for any problems. The result: all normal. Of course my doctor gave me the usual spiel: "Are you exercising and eating healthy???" In fact, I'm snacking less and walking around MORE than usual. And I've still gained nearly 60 pounds.
All I want to do lately is come home and cry. It all feels so hopeless and I feel so unlovable and worthless. I leave for Universal Orlando next thursday, and I'm dreading taking any pictures or even being out and about in public.
I don't understand what has happened. I walk to all of my classes (so about 15-30 minutes each day) and I never even have time to snack! I started a new job in July that requires me to be pretty active. It's a local humane society so I'm on my feet and walking animals around all day. I'm a senior in college this year, so my schedule is very hectic. I have classes from 7:30-11:30 everyday, then I work from 12-6. Then I have my own animals to come home and take care of, homework, and house work. I usually plop down on the couch around 9:30 for an hour to spend in silence by myself, then bed by 10:30. Most mornings I wake up around 5:30 just to have time to get all my work done.
I went to the doctor last week and had blood drawn to check for any problems. The result: all normal. Of course my doctor gave me the usual spiel: "Are you exercising and eating healthy???" In fact, I'm snacking less and walking around MORE than usual. And I've still gained nearly 60 pounds.
All I want to do lately is come home and cry. It all feels so hopeless and I feel so unlovable and worthless. I leave for Universal Orlando next thursday, and I'm dreading taking any pictures or even being out and about in public.

