the Fidge
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- Jan 15, 2006
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Thank you everyone for throwing back on the train rather than under it!!! I did feel however like I got ran down by one. Ironcially it has given me a moment to look at my reposnse to the situation.
THe past week I have had these negative thoughts in the back of my head like: why buy new clothes your just going to blow up again and then you will not be able to wear those clothes! WOnder where a thought like that came from?? WEll I know and I knopw its not what I really feel about myself.
I also realized I had not seen my mother since Xmas no wonder my dieting was going so well! LOL!
POint of interest for me is that my bra still fits a wee bit loser than January and I asked DH as I am certain he would know better. DH got me again sometimes I have to remeber on a bad DH day how much he does help me. Maybe not with fixing broken stuff ehre but heck he fixed my spirit and that means more! DH said he was concerned intially that the girls may shrink but to his delight they haven't! He siad he wanted to say to mother that he checked them out last night and they are all good! OKO so he got me to laugh. Thats why I love him!
I gottta thank you guys self pity is not pretty and Mother will be visiting for Easter and I may find myself reaching for my keyborad peeps instead of the sugarry ones! I am amused by the fact that no matter how old I get I smetimes still look for things in folks that jsut ain't there! I know where I have gotten all my support and thats here! I will not go to someone that will attempt to diminsh my efforts. I am not talking to DH till tongiht as he bought a box of those chocolate donuts home after I tild him how badly I felt about my eatting. Sadly I bet ya anything he was trying to comfort me too only food is no longer the comfort I want. I just need to remind myself I don't call the electrican when my toilet is broken. Sadly same applies to my mom but I pray my son will have a different experience with me!
Love yas! Prayers for all with ouchies!!! Hugs for all those that will accept em!!!
THe past week I have had these negative thoughts in the back of my head like: why buy new clothes your just going to blow up again and then you will not be able to wear those clothes! WOnder where a thought like that came from?? WEll I know and I knopw its not what I really feel about myself.
I also realized I had not seen my mother since Xmas no wonder my dieting was going so well! LOL!
POint of interest for me is that my bra still fits a wee bit loser than January and I asked DH as I am certain he would know better. DH got me again sometimes I have to remeber on a bad DH day how much he does help me. Maybe not with fixing broken stuff ehre but heck he fixed my spirit and that means more! DH said he was concerned intially that the girls may shrink but to his delight they haven't! He siad he wanted to say to mother that he checked them out last night and they are all good! OKO so he got me to laugh. Thats why I love him!
I gottta thank you guys self pity is not pretty and Mother will be visiting for Easter and I may find myself reaching for my keyborad peeps instead of the sugarry ones! I am amused by the fact that no matter how old I get I smetimes still look for things in folks that jsut ain't there! I know where I have gotten all my support and thats here! I will not go to someone that will attempt to diminsh my efforts. I am not talking to DH till tongiht as he bought a box of those chocolate donuts home after I tild him how badly I felt about my eatting. Sadly I bet ya anything he was trying to comfort me too only food is no longer the comfort I want. I just need to remind myself I don't call the electrican when my toilet is broken. Sadly same applies to my mom but I pray my son will have a different experience with me!
Love yas! Prayers for all with ouchies!!! Hugs for all those that will accept em!!!