the Fidge
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Hi everyone! COUNT ME IN! First a little about me: I'm 26, a graduate student in speech language pathology, single and looking, no kids.
I actually stumbled across this thread while perusing UM's trip report (fabulous by the way), but didn't get a chance to read through it til now. I started WW (at home and online) last Tuesday, but Wednesday's are my "weigh days". This isn't my first go round with WW though. Did it the first time in high school and made goal, but gained it all back throughout college, and then even more in the past few years. I've tried to go back on WW many times in between but it never stuck. Guess I really wasn't ready.
I have some serious bingeing issues to contain with - so much so that I have actually looked into eating disorder sites to see if I may actually have one. Hard to tell. But for the first time in a long time I've made it this many days (including a weekend) without a binge and counted the points for everything I put in my mouth. The two kickers that made me get serious were when I saw a video of myself and when I booked a cruise for April. I want to be confident in that bathing suit and right now I am not! Also, since I'm in grad school at night and doing my clinical rotation 3 days a week, I have a hard time fitting in exercise, but I'm really trying to figure out a schedule so I can at least get 3-4 days in a week, which is better than 0 right?
Oh, and I'm going to WDW this weekend. Leaving Friday afternoon for the Pirate and Princess Party, spending all day Saturday at the MK, and leaving Sunday late morning. I've given myself permission to eat whatever it is I want but I will try to limit it a little.
Some of my goals:
1) Exercise! Any activity other than walking to the fridge is great!
2) Drink all of my water!
3) Overall weight goal is not definite - at least 50 lbs. I think
4) Stop stress and boredom binges
I'm really excited about joining your little club! Hope everyone is having a great day!
*Shannon
WElcome Shannon, Hi I am Brigitte and also have struggled with the emotionally eattting thing. I am working on that and it is getting better. What helps is the fact that here no one was shocked to learn I am a night eater.
I do not usually dine out for fear of what others are thinking and learned no one is so interested or focused on what I am eatting. Its my uncomfort with myself.
It has been a great help here to talk about the focus being on my vision fro me goals. My goals are not as much as the size but what I feel about me, that has to change and that starts everyday. How I look and what I tell myself about me. How do honor the great gift of my life?? By negavite self thoughts. WHen I get one ...I have to isntatnly turn it around to an affirmation of myself instead. I do things some oflk would find nutty but to do one kind thing for myself each day.
Those kind acts could be going for a walk ridding my bike writing things down. Its about affirming myself rather than allowing other things to be the focus. I need to be happy with who I am no matter my size. When I feel a wave of self doubt or low motivation I come on here and get reminded of the fact I am doing this to feel good about me FOR ME!!!!
I have begun a section of my journal involving my night disorder and ask myself a few questions every night, why what feeling I am trying to replace? Most days it is that I am not satisfied with my accomplsihemtns for the day. I am learning to right size every area of my life and this is working so far and I FEEL GOOD more than I did before I started.
Sometimes quickly some things come sometimes slowly but all will work out if I am willing to be honest and push when it is hard or uncomfortable.
It is about my health really, many of my Aunts died very young from heart disease, I lost a wonderful cousin with wee children and I do not want ot leave one minute beofre I need too!!
I want to feel good and be healthy. It is a change of living and when I get lazy I tell myslef to move a muscle and change the thought. I like this way much better than feeling trapped by my outward aapearnace.
It has been brought to my attention there is a psirng in my step and you know there is I am walking a little taller and feeling alot of hope and I feel it!!!
These adorable peeps give me inspiration a shoulder to cry on a voice to giggle with and we sahre in each others accomplishemnts!!
Sounds like a great plan becuase its all good!!!!!!! Peeps are a good thing!