Hi ladies! after the 3 days of taking the emend were over, my chemo side effects kicked in quite nicely and I spent the next several days quite sick again. I end up being too sick to even come here, and by the time I do get well enough and get back here I'm pages behind! I started feeling better again by friday and ended up having a very nice weekend though, the weather here was stunning too so it was such a treat. Dear youngest daughter has a new love in her life and we are so happy for her! We really like him a lot, he has a lot of common interests with hubby and they had lot's to talk about when we went out for dinner with them on sat. night. It's so nice for hubby to have another male to talk to as well. Since he's been home from work he has lost contact with most of the men he used to talk to, he's not unhappy about that though. But our son was really his best friend, fishing partner, hunting partner, everything, so he has been very lonely as well as greiving. Dear daughter is over the moon that he gets along so well with her dear daddy, because I think this could be the one!!

I go for the first of my last 4 chemo starting this wed. It's Paclitaxel (taxol) for these last 4 and the dr is promising me they won't be as bad as the last 4 (A/C) but considering I honestly thought I was going to and wished I would die after the first one and didn't do much better for the next ones, anything would be better so I'm living in fear of Wed.
Poor dear middle daughter who has a year and a half old son, had a lump she had to have checked out, she was so scared!! I went with her, and the specialist came in and checked and said it was definitely NOT cancer and was just normal tissue, and to just keep an eye on it. whew.
Cheryl, I'm keeping you in my prayers

You too, Annie.
GTAGWTA
oh...a p.s. don't know if I mentioned, we are still going to try for a family trip in November if dear daughter in law feels up to it, right now she says there are just too many memories, she thinks it would be too heartbreaking to be there without her dear husband

they're last trip was just sooooo good. we will see closer to the time.anyway , in the meanwhile hubby and I have decided we are escaping just the 2 of us at the beginning of Sept. driving down the coast and going through wine country (just north of San Francisco, Sanoma valley in particular) and down the Big Sur, taking about 10 days to get to
Disneyland for a few days. I can not wait for all this treatment to be over so I can maybe get some hair growing back by Sept! lol....