I just feel so bad.

I have reoccurring depression and it's back. I feel worthless right now. It's been a rough year financially and even though things are finally beginning to look up a little, I just feel beaten down.
We had to move all my work trips to next year b/c finances couldn't handle them, been sick, had a cancer scare (me..they thought I had ovarian cancer, turned out to be fibroids), seizures acting up, and now hubby and I are snipping at each other over just little things.
I don't want to study for school, but I did anyway and did very well on my work.

I don't feel like working or doing anything. I just feel blah.
Sorry for being a whiny butt. I just needed to get it out.
Anna