Deepest Darkest Secret!

I have the regular ''afraid of the dark'' secrets, but doesn't everybody? You asked for deep secrets that you could never tell anybody in person, so here's mine.

1. The summer before I began highschool - the same summer I lost over 30 pounds in a month- I tried to make myself throw up. My stomach started convulsing and I didn't actually bring anything up because there was no food in my stomach. You have no idea how hard it is to post something that personal.

2. I am totally smitten with a guy at my school. I haven't even told my best friend who it is that I like, and I tell her every little secret. I mean, she knows that I have a ''crush'', but I haven't told her who it is yet. I've had crushes before, but I feel something different for this guy, and I guess that's why I'm afraid to tell her who it is.

3. Sometimes I act like a witch with a capital B to everyone- including my parents. When I'm upset about something I usually direct my anger at whoever is speaking to me, and I act a bit disrespectful when I snap at people. Not that that is much of a secret, my victims are already aware of that.

4. When I first found out my mom was expecting, I cried in the privacy of my bedroom. I wasn't happy about having a fourth sibling on the way, and to this day I haven't told anyone. However, now my attitude has totally changed and I am really looking forward to when she is born.

~C.B.
I don't trust my bff anymore. She said "Who do you like?" I always liked this one guy. One girl said we like each other. And some boy said we make a great couple. So, I said "Blah Blah Blah." She said "I won't tell anyone. Promise." Next day: I'm in gym, and a girl said "You like Blah Blah Blah?" I said nothing. And it had to spread around to him. Just cause we both have brunette hair doesn't mean anything. We have nothing in common, btw.
 

Possibly :rolleyes:
I just don't wear a pound of make-up
Some wear...a lot..it's scary

I do agree some of my "friends" wear way too much makeup...

I sorda run in the same circles as the prep, but I hang around more with the girls sports player preps...

:confused3
 
I guess I have another really really deep secret. But I don't have enough courage to post it on here so I'll go with a different one.

In 7th grade my volleyball coach told me I was fat, I weighed 101 pounds. But it really put me into this weird state. So I went on the computer and actually searched for ways to be anorexic. I barely ate anything for 4 months, and when I did I threw it up...I am much better now, and I love food. But it took a lot of different Doctors to get me this way. I am still a little uneasy when somebody makes a comment (even just a joke) about me being fat...

Oh, I'm so sorry Jenny. I know how it feels, I was 3 pounds away from being hospitalized, before I began gaining weight again. I still have a strange eating pattern though, and will eat something huge and then not eat for days afterwards. If you ever want to talk, I'm listening :hug:

~Caitlin
 
I'm usually just afraid some lunatic is under my bed (even if I can't fit under it myself) or in my closet and when I turn over and look over I'll see a pair of eyes staring back.
Or, when I'm going upstairs to bed, a man pretending to be the police will be at the door. It scares me.

yeaa i alwayz check under my bed and in the closet about 20 billion timez b4 i go to bed =]

also i cant sleep with the closet door closed..... i just cant do it lolz

=] :banana:
 
I don't trust my bff anymore. She said "Who do you like?" I always liked this one guy. One girl said we like each other. And some boy said we make a great couple. So, I said "Blah Blah Blah." She said "I won't tell anyone. Promise." Next day: I'm in gym, and a girl said "You like Blah Blah Blah?" I said nothing. And it had to spread around to him. Just cause we both have brunette hair doesn't mean anything. We have nothing in common, btw.

My friend holds things against me, and that's why I won't tell her who it is. For instance, if she wanted me to buy her lunch and I refused, she would probably tell me that if I didn't buy her lunch then she would tell everyone who it is that I like. Also, the last time I told her who I liked (grade 5, four years ago) she laughed in my face, and told everyone at some sleepover party. :rolleyes:

~Caitlin
 
My friend holds things against me, and that's why I won't tell her who it is. For instance, if she wanted me to buy her lunch and I refused, she would probably tell me that if I didn't buy her lunch then she would tell everyone who it is that I like. Also, the last time I told her who I liked (grade 5, four years ago) she laughed in my face, and told everyone at some sleepover party. :rolleyes:

~Caitlin
At least *One DIS'er who shall not be mentioned* didn't tell like 50 other DIS'ers who you like! She told him like 3 times. I'm scared of him now.
 
I don't really have any deep, dark secrets. I'm pretty open. But, if I did, why would I post it on the internet?

I guess something that many people don't know about me, but I don't mind admitting is that for a few years I went through depression and became a compulsive eater. I'd be home, and just eat anything I could find. And then I'd try to hide it... putting the dishes away, taking out the garbage, leaving the open boxes and blaming it on my little sister... I'd even get my little sister to lie about what we ate that day so it didn't seem like I ate as much as I did. I'm over it now.
 
to alll u guyz who say u had eating issues... thx for sharing.... im going through that right now and itz realli hard cuz i do NOT want to eat.... i do not deal well at all when pplz make comments about weigh... so i know wut ur talking about

my family and friendz r all on here...... most know already, but one doesnt (and she has a loud mouth:scared: ) so itz realli risky to put this on here..... but that is one of my deep secrets

i hav another one that i will eventually tell u guyz..... but itll might take me a while to actually hav the courage to post it =[ (then again it might not take so long)

:grouphug:
 
I don't really have any deep, dark secrets. I'm pretty open. But, if I did, why would I post it on the internet?

I guess something that many people don't know about me, but I don't mind admitting is that for a few years I went through depression and became a compulsive eater. I'd be home, and just eat anything I could find. And then I'd try to hide it... putting the dishes away, taking out the garbage, leaving the open boxes and blaming it on my little sister... I'd even get my little sister to lie about what we ate that day so it didn't seem like I ate as much as I did. I'm over it now.


yeaa they say i hav depression too... so im with u there.... im on medicine right now, but idk if itz helping

congrats on being "over it now"....... how'd u manage that if no one knew??:confused:
 
yeaa they say i hav depression too... so im with u there.... im on medicine right now, but idk if itz helping

congrats on being "over it now"....... how'd u manage that if no one knew??:confused:

Thanks. I did it on my own. No meds, or anything... A lot of people ask me how, but I'm not sure. I think I just realized that I was in a really dark place, and I needed to get out of it because it was ruining me. I was stuck in a downward spiral, and I needed to get out. I changed my views on myself, and philosophies about other things.
 
I'm Carina or Rina or W.E. ya wanna call me <3

Meghan calls me Marge in Charge
I hate that nickname
if ya haven't figured it out already, we r like bestfriends almost like sisters
we're sitting next to each other now haha

shes gonna kill me ... :cool1:
 
I'm 13 years old and have slept with the same stuffed animal EVERY night since I was 1...........and I don't plan on giving her up any time soon!:goodvibes

I'm terrified of stingrays;when we went to sea world sept '06, i didn't go anywhere near the stingray tank.

I'm afraid of night. I hate sleeping ustairs in my room by myself because my house is old and it makes noises at night and I get scared.
 
I'm 13 years old and have slept with the same stuffed animal EVERY night since I was 1...........and I don't plan on giving her up any time soon!:goodvibes

I'm terrified of stingrays;when we went to sea world sept '06, i didn't go anywhere near the stingray tank.

I'm afraid of night. I hate sleeping ustairs in my room by myself because my house is old and it makes noises at night and I get scared.
Why are you scared of them?

They're actually very nice, gentile animals. I've fed them before.
 
Thanks. I did it on my own. No meds, or anything... A lot of people ask me how, but I'm not sure. I think I just realized that I was in a really dark place, and I needed to get out of it because it was ruining me. I was stuck in a downward spiral, and I needed to get out. I changed my views on myself, and philosophies about other things.

okk well good for u =] :upsidedow (i like that smiley)
 


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