HappyLawyer said:
explain to me why the warmest day is our day at sea?
I did it all online, printed out my contract, all i need are the tags also but i want them now.
I cannot remember anything else right now, i am upset at this whole job hunting thing, i keep getting offered the ones i do not want or that pay so little, and i am still waiting on the one i REALLY want, it is a drop in pay but i will be able to take ash to work with me every day over the summer! I will take the pay trade for that time with her.
Shawn, I have found that everything works itself out over time. Even situations where we thought we were experiencing the worst the world has to offer ends up being a blessing in the end. I try to find the gifts in everything, it is something a NICU nurse taught me when our son was born 13 weeks premature. He shouldn't have lived. There is no medical explaination for how he survived. It was the worst possible thing any mom could ever experience and it really felt that way at the time, but looking back I would not have changed any of it for the world.
I can find so many gifts in what we went through, we found out who we can lean on in tough times, we made great friends, we are much more aware of March of Dimes and the great things they do for little babies, we have a much deeper faith in God and DH and I are closer then we could have ever imagined. Not to mention my beautiful little boy who is absolutely perfect in everyway!
I would go through all the pain, heartache, sweat and tears all over again for any one of those things, but lucky me I got all of them (plus more)!
Hang in there, it will all work out. Even though the job you want is perfect, who knows, maybe one of the others could be too, but you haven't experienced it yet so you don't know. I don't know what faith you have, but if it were me I would pray and accept whatever God brings to me, regardless if it is what I wanted-maybe it's really what I needed?! I've learned there is a difference and God hasn't steered me wrong yet.
In the meantime-I'll keep you in my prayers-it would be great to have what yu want and need turn out to be the same thing!
