Dear me,
whaddya do when someone you loved loves someone else, and everyone knows it except him?
takes him four years to figure it out & hurts everyone in the process.
he goes back to normal, well so we think, and then he tells everyone he does still love her.
he tells himself he doesn't love her, but he does. you can easily tell.
i loved him, for four years. we were best friends, you'd think we were brother and sister.
but the entire time, he was in love with someone, and i knew it. just didn't wanna believe it.
so i told myself he doesnt love her, he doesn't. he can't love her.
but "he does, and i have to deal with it," so i thought.
i was wrong.
one friday afternoon, he tells me he likes me.
he tells me how beautiful i am.
he tells me he loves my laugh.
and how he loves being around me.
all i can reply back, is well i'd hope, we're best friends. i know what he meant, i just wanted to avoid it.
few months back, we got in a fight. something about that fight made me get over him.
i got over him in one day. one.
i loved him for four years. four.
i'm shocked. i've tried to like him again, just to see if i could.
i can't.
-Cassidy.