Hi. I am sorry i've become a stranger, it helps that I get to keep up with everyone on Facebook. I kinda got pretty down for awhile and then was juggling Aerial back in school, her 16 birthday and a trip to Vegas. Then the craziest thing happened. I was pretty down, Aerial was going to her Dad's for the weekend and I didn't want to face a weekend alone. My bff and i talked on the phone for a little while and I told her I was going to have a drink and go to bed as soon as it was dark and maybe things would be better in the morning. So, at 8 I went to sleep. Well, around 10;30 i wake up to my doorbell ringing over and over. My bff had tried to call a few times, knock, then ring the doorbell. She said next she was going to bang on my window.

I open the door and the first words out of her mouth were I love you (so I wouldn't be mad at her for waking me) Then she says, let's get tattoos. Yes, she was sitting there at her house trying to figure out how to cheer me up and knew that would be fun. So, I get dressed and we head to the tattoo shop. Well, the owner did my last one and two of Jeri's. So, we requested him. She has always been convinced he liked me but I never payed a whole lot of attention, except that I knew I enjoyed having conversations with him while he did my tattoos. So, to make a long story short, I went outside for a bit while Jeri was getting hers done and she took it upon herself to tell Gary that if he asked me out I would go. She told him that she wished I just had someone in my life that I could spend time with and she knew he liked me. I had no idea she was doing this.

Well she told me in between our tattoos but he never said much to me. So, we leave and in the morning he texts me and asked me if I was seeing anyone. We talked awhile and he asked me out that night. I told him I just wanted to get to know him without any pressure, our career choices are much different and I wasn't sure what I wanted. Now it's been almost a month and we see each other everyday. I am not even trying to figure it out, just going with the flow. I do find it odd, but yea not surprising, that I have dated some very pretty boys in the past 3 years, but the one that i have finally clicked with is a "bad boy" but he has a good heart. He has 4 sons, 3 live with him. Twin 15 year olds and a 6 year old who I've fallen in love with. It's very different for me because I have never really dated a man with kids. Last night I didn't make it over there before his 6 year olds basketball practice and when he came in I was the first person he wanted to talk to, he's yelling Marcie from the door, I say what baby, he says, you missed my practice. Very cute! Then I made plans with the twins to take them shopping this weekend to get their dad his Christmas present. And to make things even better, Aerial really likes all of them too. I am trying to not worry about what is going on and just enjoy having someone to care about again right now. In my profession there are people who are not going to understand me being with him. But, at the same time everyone says i look so happy lately. At least I don't have to explain to my parents.
Oh he's working on the stencil for my next tattoo, it's a bad girl tinkerbell. It's going to take a few hours because it has a lot of detail.
I was sad when I left Vegas this last time because I will not be going back until next summer and I've made a lot of friends out there, but it was so exciting to have someone to come home to. We have been inseperable since i got back.
I hope everyone is doing okay, and I'm going to try to be in better touch.