I am sorry. I would suggest that you take this time to figure out exactly who you are and what you want and need. A trial separation is just what it is... could go either way. If you end up together or apart... any time you take to build yourself up will be well spent. Do the things you love to do.. including disney... take a friend on that walk up splash mountain and ride it as if it were the first time you have ever been on it. And, rember that sometimes life is easier without the day to day stress and work of a relationship.
Good luck.. sending a ton of pixie dust your way.
Good luck.. sending a ton of pixie dust your way.